~{Loving Him}~ (Under Editing.)

.:Chapter Twelve:.

{Rebecka}

We finally reached the door and I was glad I could see my parents. I know I probably shouldn't have left them like that and I...I just hope they won't be mad at me for leaving.

I'm giggling like a maniac as Jason starts to tickle me leaving a trail of goosebumps on my body from the spark. He stops tickling me and goes to reach for the door handle. No of course he doesn't knock and I roll my eyes at him.

Before he can open the door it is yanked out of his hand and my dad barges through the door. His face is feeled with worry and hope. He looks at Jason with couriousity and then is eyes trail down to me.

I have never seen his face do this but the sight of my face seemed to make his pale and sleep deprived face light up instantly. A low growl escaped Jason's mouth and I felt it rumble out of his chest. My laugh muffled and Iooked between the both of them.

"Honey, who's at the door!", I heard my mom's voice echo through the house. Jason growled at my dad again turning me away from him.

"Jason.", I said looking at him confused. "What are you doing?", I asked him scrunching my face up.

"MINE!", he growled again. Now I'm angery.

"I don't belong to anybody now get your freakin' hands off me!", I shouted at him. I saw hurt in his eyes but he quickly hid it. He smiled down at me but I could see the annoyance and anger in his eyes. They started to turn a bit red. I felt his hands slide out from underneith me and I fell to the ground hitting my butt.

"Oww!", I shouted hiting his leg. "I didn't say drop me!", He was grinning down at me and my dad helped me get to my feet. He is so getting payback! My dad frowned at him and pulled me into the door.

"Why don't you go put some clothes on while I talk to the alpha!", my dad said but more shouted at Jason. I looked at my dad with a shocked expression. What I have ever heard between stories and a small research project on wolves, the alpha was in the highest rank, or so to speak in control of the pack. The pack is a group that follows the alpha no matter the cost.

"Alpha...?", I asked confused.

"Yes, I'm a damn alpha!", Jason spat bitterly. Was he mad at me? The thought of it hurt me. Wait, why should I care anyway. I furrowed my brows and gave a sad smile before quickly running up to my room. I could feel the tears bridge my eyes. I couldn't let him see me cry.

I finally reached my room and ran in slamming the door behind me. I could hear my dad arguing with Jason. I ran to my bed falling on my bed. I laid there and cried my eyes out on my pillow. How did my life change?

I let the darkness of sleep take over and I drifted off into memory. It was of the night I was almost rapped. I think that was the only time I wa happy to see Jason. The guy stopped and went to see what the noise was up stairs but never came back and that's when Jason found me. How could I hate him one minute but lo-like him the next? How could he mean so much to me!?

I felt the bed dip down and something warm wrap around me; but I didn't open my eyes. I snuggled against the warmth. It was comfortable and felt like it was suppose to be there. I knew that when I woke up I'd have to face this hell of a life I have and I just wanted to wait as long as I could.

I felt my warmth move. I pushed the thought of it being who I thought it was.

"Rebecka, I'm-this is stupid you can't even here me. It won't make a difference anyway. You will never understand.", I knew that voice and the sound of it woke me up but I refused to open my eyes. "Fuck it. I love you damnit but I always hurt you. I can't stand seeing you this upset so I'll leave in the morning and you won't have to deal with me anymore.", I moved a little because I was no longer asleep. My wolf was sad seeing him this way.

[Kiss him already. Make him feel better!], she said.

[What no! Have you forgotten what he did!], I said back in my head.

[No but aparently you have! He risked everything going after you not to mention he saved you twice. He saved you from being freakin rapped! So yes I remember but just in case you didn't theirs your fucking reminder. You should think about it!], she yelled at me and then blocked me out.

She was right. He did save me. He risked his life for me, but why didn't he tell me? Why didn't he tell me I was his mate or that more importantly he was an alpha? I shifted again to face him but didn't open my eyes. His body tensed and I could feel him look at me. He rapped his arms around me and pulled me closer to him. I think he thought I was cold. I had to say something.

"Thank you.", I said and his breathing hitched in his throught.

"For what?", he asked but I could tell he had other questions.

"For saving me...and for finally ... opening up to me. Jason ... you don't have to leave. I'm sorry I was just ... angry.", I told him sitting up on the bed looking down at him. Tears bridged my eyes.

"No, no. Don't apologize. It's not your fault...Rebecka I have to tell you something.", he told me whipping a stray tear from my eyes. "I...I'm not a normal werewolf. My dad is part demon...I'm only telling you this because...I have to leave. I can't risk hurting you.", he told me. I grabbed his hand and pulled him into a hug. He had a stunned expression on his face so I pressed our lips together. There ya go. I hope your happy now wolf side of me! I pulled away from the kiss.

"I guess we'll just have to risk it then."

•Well.... hope you guys like it lol. this is for all of you who requested more and who has stuck with my story.

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