♩↝i wish i didn't care all the time

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jaemin had been scrolling idly through instagram when he found himself on jeno's account. the newest post was a picture of jeno and his date of the month holding hands, taken at sunset, black silhouettes of lovers against the romantic background.

the caramel-haired would be lying if he said he wasn't hurt. jeno always posted cute pictures of him and his dates on social media — he'd delete them once they broke up, of course. but this one picture and the caption to it stayed imprinted in jaemin's mind.

"if life is a game i don't care if i lose; i know i'm a winner as long as i got you"

sighing, jaemin shut off his phone and set it on his bedside table, pulling the covers up and over his head, hiding under the mess of blankets.

he was partially suffocating himself, yet he didn't care.

if life was a game jaemin would already be killed; he was a drug addict and jeno was his pills.

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[a/n]: sorry for this trash filler

if anyone was confused in the last chap (21), eq is your emotional quotient, where rather than intelligence, it measures a person's ability to understand and manage their emotions, empathize with others, etc

eq is more important and useful than iq bc it defines how we relate to/act around others (and ourselves) so susan no one cares if your son timmy won the spelling bee against karen smith bc he could spell orange, if hes an insensitive lil bitch he'll have no friends

lol i got 0 eq tho

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