Running into you

Chapter 45: Hate

-next day-

I grab my phone and see that I'm still getting hate tweets, all calling me fat. I mean, I can see that I'm not the perfect girl, I have huge thighs, and no thigh gap, which every girl wants. What Austin doesn't know, I haven't eaten anything for days, except last night when Austin made me eat that pizza. I don't know if I should tell him or not. But I don't know. I'm gonna text Beca and ask her. Beca is an old friend from Colorado.

Y: Beca.

B: (Y/N).

Y: I need help.

B: With what?

Y: So have you been seeing all the tweets about me, and how I'm fat and stuff.

B: Yeah.

Y: Well I haven't been eating for the past 3 days, and last night Austin made me eat. But he doesn't know that I'm doing this. I think I should tell him, but I don't know. I feel like he would he mad at me for doing it.

B: Well, do you think that Austin would tell you if he was going through the same thing.

Y: Yah.

B: Would you be mad at him?

Y: No I would do anything to help him.

B: There's your answer.

Y: Thanks. Ilysm❤️

I put down my phone, and walk up front to Austin.

"Babe. Can I talk to you?" I ask. He looks at me and nods. He walks back and sits next to me on the bed.

"What's up?" He says grabbing my hand.

"So, there's been a few... Actually a lot of harsh tweets about me lately calling me fat, and I'm not as strong as you, when I see them it breaks me. Last night was the first night I've eaten in a few days. I'm struggling with an eating disorder. I don't know if you'll love me after this, but I wanted to tell you." I say. I let a tear fall. I feel Austin lift up my chin.

"I would never stop loving you (Y/N). I will be here for you through this. I will address those haters today. Baby you're beautiful, just the way you are. So don't try and change that." Austin says. He wipes one of the tears falling down my cheek with his thumb. I smile and kiss him.

"I love you so much." I say. He kisses me harder, and then we get up and go up to the front. Only a few more hours until Austin's first show.