My thoughts and stories// editing and revising

Lonely

I don't have friends because I'm not gonna make the first move. I'm an introvert. Not outgoing
Another way I can't be lonely, a boyfriend.
I read these stories on Wattpad, they give me hope, they make me happy as if I am that female protagonist in the story that's held in big strong arms. I'm only 13 almost 14 I still have quite a few years before I experience that. Most of my friends have had a boyfriend and complain about how they don't have one now, at least you have someone to miss. I also find myself reading these quotes on the internet about how people talked about heartbreak been. Is it crazy I want to experience that, the feeling of having your heart being taken and broken. I just want to be that person to someone. The one who you immediately want to see when you wake up. The one you think about all day until you finally get to see them. The one you look forward to.