My thoughts and stories// editing and revising

The Perfect Friend

I find myself wishing I had the perfect friend.
They would have to be close by. Currently I live about 30 minutes away from everyone that I'm friends with and go to school with and that may not seem far but it sort of is when your not even in the same area. I miss out on so much being this far away, like I can't just text my friends and then hang out in 20 minutes because all of our hang out spots are so far away.

I just want one friend who's house is 10 minutes away and I can walk there or my mom can easily drop me off. If I have a problem I can just barge into their house after texting them like 5 minutes before and have spontaneous sleepovers and when I figure out if I got accepted to my favorite college I can run to their house and jump on their bed. I know this sounds sort of weird but I don't know I just wish I had that.
Another thing I want is for my friend to be imperfect. All of my friends are beautiful and just have that perfect life, or at least from an outside perspective and I'm sure they have their own problems but just from what I see. They all have both of their parents living with them, they all are pretty wealthy and I'm not joking when I say that like they are really wealthy, they don't have to worry about possibly not being able to pay for college, they don't have to wait for their moms to get paid again for them to get something. And I'm fortunate for what I have, including friends, it just gets tiring sometimes not having any relatable friends, because what's the point of friends if you can't pour out every single trouble to them and they give you a weird look or a sympathetic one and they have no idea what your going through.

Ok sorry this turned into more of a rant but that's all, I know I seem really annoying and ungrateful and maybe I am, but ya I just needed to spill this somewhere.