Lost Souls [Once Upon A Time]

Maliciousness

I wanted to puke. A crush? Felix? This Felix? I-don’t-care-if-you-die-never-apologizing-incapable-of-remorse-or-guilt Felix?

I must’ve had a look of genuine shock on my face, because Felix noticed it.

“Close your mouth. It’s won’t kill you. Pan will fix it, then you’ll be fine.”

I closed my mouth and ignored the pain as I sat up.

“I don’t need Pan. I think I’m calmed down enough. I’m going to try to heal it.”

I waved my hand over the wound and it healed instantly.

“That was a waste of good binding. You should’ve just fixed it yourself.”

I shot a look at him.

“I needed to be calmed down to heal myself. I wasn’t calm.”

I unwrapped the binding from my ankle and rolled it up, then handed it back to Felix.

“Now it’s not wasted.”

He turned around and left. Even though he had a crush on me, he had a funny way of showing it. I clutched my head and screamed at the sky.

WHY DID ALL THE GUYS I MEET HAVE TO EITHER BE MALICIOUS OR LIKE ME? OR BOTH! (besides Charming and the dwarves. We're excluding taken and cursed people here.)

It wasn't fair. Snow white got her prince. Belle got rumplestiltskin. Why couldn't I get someone? I was just as good as them. With just as many broken hearts and then some.

I went to the beach, longing to touch one wave of water. I couldn’t. The spell wouldn’t let me. Then suddenly, as if Pan read my thoughts, it disappeared. The entire spell. Gone. I could leave. I dove into the water, feeling free and trouble-less.

But as I swam farther and farther away, I realized that I didn’t have anything to go back to. Storybrooke had forgotten me, and if I went back and reintroduced myself, Hook would know I was there. I know he would try to apologize, but I never want to see him again. He belongs with Emma now.

I realized that here was where I was supposed to be. Even with these horrible people. I could leave whenever I want. Go to another realm I have never been to. Leave everyone and start again. But I was going to stay there for a while. Just to see what would happen.

Hey guys! Hope the chapter isn't too short for y'all. (she says with a southern american accent)

As you can see, Annie is in a very tough boy and life situation right now, so she will need time to think about what to do. She hopes you understand if she doesn't tell you what happens next for a few days. :) -Annie

*looking back on the fanfic six months later* "HAHAHAHA A FEW DAYS!"