Metanoia (n): Ancient Greek Word Meaning: the journey of changing one's mind, heart, self, or way of life Pronunciation: meh-tah-noy-ah
What could go wrong? What could go wrong when Monsta X are preparing for the next comeback in order to fascinate...
Monsta x were in the dorm trying to figure out what had happened to Kihyun. This situation was driving them crazy. Almost one week passed since he disappeared.
It was like Kihyun just disappeared from planet earth. He had left no signs of where could he be and it was impossible to know who hurt him.
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Shownu Pov:
We just came back from practice with the members. Kihyun is still not back. All the members are scared for him. Minhyuk and Changkyun are the most pessimistic.
I had called Kihyun's parents to tell them what happened. I could the panic in his mom's voice, she was mad that we didn't tell her that Kihyun was abused. Kihyun's parents live in Japan while his father and brother found better job opportunities there.
Flashbacks:
The last 2 days Kihyun doesn't talk to us. He hasn't even moved from his bed. We think that he might be sick. When we try to talk he gets angry and tell us to leave him alone. Changkyun told me that he heard him cry yesterday.
Everything made no sense until I got a call from his mom. I was surprised that she called me, she said that Kihyun doesn't answer to her calls. She explained to me that the last time they talked they told Kihyun that they would move to Japan cause his dad found a job there. Furthermore Kihyun was really mad about it.
Kihyun was really homesick these days and this probably ruined him. I told his mom that I would calm him down.
I went to Kihyun's room to find Changkyun trying to feed him something while Kihyun refuses to eat this days. I reached Changkyun "it's okay kid just go with the others I want to talk to him" Changkyun nodded and left the room.
I climbed to Kihyun's bed and sat next to him "How are you Kihyunnie" I brushed his hair in order to see his eyes. He seemed tired and sad.
"Leave I want to stay alone" he said and turned to the other side facing the wall. I placed my hand on his shoulder.
"Your mom called she told me everything and I understand how you feel" Kihyun pulled away when I said that.
"No you don't....you will be able to see your parents in every day off while I won't, they will be far and what will I do on our free days when everyone goes to his family? I will be at the dorm alone that's what will happen" he cried out and hugged his pillow.
"It will be a little harder to see them but not impossible, they will visit and you will visit them as well, it's not the end of the world" I rubbed his back and he was ready to start sobbing. I could hear the members outside they had gathered and tried to figure out what happened.
"It won't be the same though...I can't do this, I miss them" he hiccuped and turned to look at me.
"Don't say this, you have worked so hard to be here and your parents are proud of you" Kihyun slowly murmured that he doesn't want to be alone. I pulled him in my hug and he seemed surprised. "You won't be alone Kihyunnie, we are your family as well and in day offs you can come with us or whatever you want we are not leaving you alone" Kihyun was sobbing and he had pressed his face against my chest.
