Metanoia (n): Ancient Greek Word Meaning: the journey of changing one's mind, heart, self, or way of life Pronunciation: meh-tah-noy-ah
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Some days after Kihyun got out of the hospital he started leaving the dorm without telling us. This would be some of the most stressful days in our lives, we waited for him for hours until he came back. When he would come home he would just surpass us and go to sleep. His mood kept going down and he never talked to us anymore, he stopped eating as well.
We couldn't sleep as well cause Kihyun kept having nightmares. We kept asking him what happened but he wouldn't never tell us he would answer with a simple "I can't tell you"
We kept trying to persuade him to stay at home but he would do anything within his abilities in order to leave. We couldn't do anything he is an adult after all but this situation got on my nerves a lot.
Kihyun came back at 3:00 o'clock in the morning, as always everyone stayed awake waiting for him to come back. He was in tears I could see it. He surpassed us and headed to his room. I was so tired of this being continued, I had to learn what was going on.
"I am done with this, you are telling us what's going on"
"Hey stop it, let go"
I quickly went after him and grabbed his hand tightly and drugged him to the living room despite his attempts to leave. The members didn't disagree with my actions while at some point Wonho helped me pull him to the living room.
I forced him to sit on the couch and I sat right next to him. The rest of the members formed a circle around Kihyun in order to be ready to stop Kihyun if he tried to leave. "Now you will talk to us like it or not, who did these to you?" I shouted and Kihyun started wiping his tears.
"Stop crying, don't you want us to help?" Wonho yelled annoyed.
Kihyun got up and pushed the members away in order to leave "NO I DO NOT NEED YOUR FUCKING HELP NOW CAN YOU LET ME GO" he screamed and headed to the front door. I couldn't control myself at that moment I was completely furious.
I run to Kihyun and pushed him against the wall, I lifted his shirt revealing his bruises, they were even worse than last time, his whole body was covered with wound "WHO DID THIS TELL US NOW"
"LET ME GO ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?" he cried out and tried to cover his body but I wouldn't let him.
"TELL US WHAT HAPPENED NOW!!" Shownu was standing right next to me and he was even more angry than I was.
"ITS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS LET ME GO OR I WILL SCREAM" he started trying to hit him but he was too weak.
"Kihyun someone is hurting you, why don't you want our help?" Hyungwon said calmly and tried to make an eye contact with Kihyun. He was the only one calm at that moment.
Kihyun pushed me harshly away and locked himself inside the bathroom. We all run behind him and started banging the door. We were all terrified while the last time that this happened he almost committed suicide.
"KIHYUN OPEN THE DOOR RIGHT NOW" I felt tears rolling down my eyes. I looked at the members, Jooheon had hugged Changkyun who was crying and Shownu and Wonho banging the door like me.
"KIHYUN PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR" Wonho screamed followed by Shownu who asked him if he was okay but with no response.
"Move aside" Hyungwon said and pushed me. He had found some extra keys for the bathroom so he unlocked the door.
Kihyun was startled by the sudden opening of the door and dropped some pills that he was holding. We all started panicking when we saw the pills, we went to him and started shouting at him.
We were all aware of what he would do if he was alone a little longer.
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