A cut to ease the pain
A drag to calm the veins
A tear to whisper a message
Whenever we are silenced
A pill to help me sleep
A prayer to God for my soul to keep
A thought to make me feel worse
Another day living in this curse
Music to dissolve the pain
The pounding noise in your ears
The screaming of your demons
Begging you not to go on
To starve to purge
So that the fat won't emerge
No meal a day, leads closer to your death
To hide your feelings so people think you don't need help
A smile to cover the frown
When your life is really turned upside down
The story you can't tell
That's why no one wishes you well
No love to cope
No voice to speak
Every insides screams
Nightmares are my new dream
Trust is a fantasy
No longer caring for anybody
From nice to cold
So that you can't be hurt anymore, you got that covered
"I'm fine" is your famous word
So you can hide your hurt from the world
No one there to hold you while you cry
That's why slitting and staying up at night is my lullaby
Every lie is a reason to laugh. Because they are all fake. They are the one's as to why I'm like this. That's why each day a new set of demons comes.
I'm not even gonna cry,
Because I'll be happy the day I die
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PoetryThese poems are made from my heart. I did not use the internet, nor did I follow or copy off of someone's poem. These poems are special to me, they're not professional as others but they make me happy and they mean so much to me. I'm happy to share...
