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it's day 2 of filming. i'm now on set doing my make up. suddenly kenzie came up to me
"check twitter" she said
"what's wrong?" i said
"just do it please" she said
twitter
joeybirlem not trying to cause drama but i hope you're not stupid enough to go back with your abusive ex
joeybirlem man i never felt this way before
sophiabirlem joey hasn't slept& eaten i hope he's okay:(
i roll my eyes
"not trying to cause drama my ass" i said while get back doing my make up
"don't worry about it okay? it's almost your scene so-"
"i know kenz" i cut her off. i know it's rude but i'm not in a good mood
"right uh i'll be outside then" she said
after 10 minutes finishing my make up i'm finally done
ding joey birlem just posted a photo
"why do i still have his notif on? what did he post anyway" i said
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mia is joey's ex. well not really but they had a thing, mia was a supporter of him and they met at LA meetup but they didn't talk again. at least that's what joey told me. i guess they start talking again?
"immature" i said and unfollow joey
"why am i mad? it doesn't matter he's stupid" i said and leave my phone on the room and go outside to film my scene
after finish filming, i sign the contract that means i have to stay in new york for a month for filming. i told my mom and she's okay with it and also i told sophia. since then i've never talked to them again
a month passed by
"that's a wrap everybody!!" sam said (sam is the director)
"i cant believe it. i don't wanna leave" i said. i see luna is crying because she also doesn't want this to end. it's been a dream
"you coming back to LA?" emery said
"yes, my flight is tonight" i said
"i'm gonna miss you" he said
"me too" and we hug
i hug every single crew and also actors. i can't believe it's been a month. everybody's celebrating it at fancy restaurant except me because i have to pack for my things and go back to LA asap.
i took an uber back to kenzie's house. i'm alone because mel is with kenzie and maddie and jack are in australia so i have the house by myself. i make myself a sandwich because i'm starving. i turn the music up so loud i can't even hear myself speaking and packing for LA. which is in 3 hours.
i haven't talked to the birlems since forever especially with joey. i even forgot about him because i was so busy but now i have time to breathe. i start to think about him again. and also what emery said
flashback
me and emery are now on the rooftop while waiting for our scene.
"let's play a game" emery said suddenly
"i'm down" i said while turning my body to face him
"truth or dare?" he said
"dare" i said
"i dare you to eat all that ramen noodles" he said
"oh my gosh ew" i said
"you picked dare" he said while laughing
not that ramen noodles are suck but i just dont like it. they tastes weird especially the instant one. emery bought it because he said he was hungry but he only took two or three bites and he just threw it away smh
i eat the ramen noodles and yuck. i hate it but i picked dare though
"done. your turn" i said while swallowing the ramen noodles
"truth" he said
"are you in love with someone?" i asked
"um not right now no" he said
"okay i pick truth" i said
"same question" he said
you know when someone asked you something and you have the answer in your head or when you think about particular person? at this moment, all i can think of is joey.
"maybe. i don't know" i said and sigh
"it's joey isn't it?" he said
i glance at him and look away
"you know if you love him, you better tell him how you feel before it's too late" he said
"it's not that simple" i said
"man have you seen his tweet when you posted a pic with me? i mean i wouldn't be mad if didn't love you. he loves you lexi, everybody sees it" he said
i dont say anything and sigh
"look. love is never easy. and if you care about him, show him that you do, and if you love him, tell him. life's too short to be worrying about things that doesn't even matter" he said
"i don't know em" i said
"if you're back to LA you better tell him or else" he said
"EMERY LEXI WHAT ARE YOU DOING UP THERE COME BACK DOWN!" sam said
"OKAY SAM" i said
"come on" he said
end of the flashback
sigh. i miss him. should i text him?
nevermind.
i decided to wear a tanktop and put some sweater on, i'm wearing sweatpants and tie my hair in a ponytail. all done. i take of my makeup because i wanna sleep in the plane and i don't wanna feel tons of makeup on my face.
5:30 pm
i better hurry my flight is at 6 pm. i called mel and say thankyou for letting me staying over and also say goodbye.
i called an uber to airport and fly to LA. i'm coming home.
