ok but first milkyaids i hate u for making me do this. btw sorry i took forever to update, i just finished this year of school and summer is coming AYAYAYAY
lexi's pov :
without even realising it somehow i ended up talking about joey again. i tell loren about how i feel and i ended up crying again.
lmao yes what a crybaby."i'm sorry lexi" she said while hugging me
"you deserve more" then she wipe my tears
"i'm scared" i said
"what if i'll never find someone better than joey or like joey because honestly my personality and his really match. what if someone will never treat me like joey treated me, without cheating part ofcourse . i'm so scared" i said"don't be, cause you'll find someone way more better than him, i believe that" loren said
"did he talk to you about me?" i asked
"well... yes actually" loren said
"what did he say?" i asked
"he said that he misses you, and regret everything" loren said
"bullshit" i said
"he was using karlee as a rebound and he didn't even know that you guys would get back together. he truly regrets what he did lexi" loren said
"if he truly loved me, he won't cheat on me" i said
"he was planning to drop karlee" loren said
"no he didn't" i said
"yes he did, but then she magically showed up to his house" loren said
"when is he planning to? after he doesnt like me anymore? so i'm just a fucking tool to him?" i said and roll my eyes
"give yourself a break lexi. if he's meant for you, he'll comeback" loren said
"i seriously love him. i've never felt this way about anyone. he's the first human being that i shared my soul with but he broke me" i said
"i know. you're one strong girl lex, i know you'll get through this" loren said
i smiled while wipe a lil bit tears on the corner of my eye
"have you talked to sophia?" loren asked
"no, not really" i said
"hey just because you hate joey doesn't mean you have to drop your bestfriend too" she said
she has a point
"i just cant handle talking to any birlems right now" i said
"i know but you'll regret it if you drop her" she said
"i know i will talk to her again" i said
"it's late we should be sleeping right now" loren said after checking her phone
"i know haha i hope we don't wake my mom up" i said
"i hope so" she said then laugh
"okay i'm gonna go to sleep, good night loren" i said while turning of the lights
"goodnight" she said
then we fell asleep
the next morning
"LOREN LEXI WAKE UP" someone said while knocking on the door
"LEXI YOU HAVE A GUEST" my mom yelled from outside the room
"ugh" i said and get up
"i'm up!" i said
loren is still sleeping. i decided i'm not going to wake her up, she seems tired. it's only 7 AM. who even visiting? ugh it's way too early
i go to my bathroom half awake and brush my teeth, i comb my hair and put it in a high ponytail. i put on a simple outfit, shorts with white plain t-shirt then go outside the room. i go downstairs and see-
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my bestfriend's brother | joey birlem
Fanfiction'i like you, but please don't tell my sister'