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5: Black Carrie Bradshaw Vibes...

The most flattering compliment I have ever gotten was from a fan that I met at FashionCon last year, and she said so modestly, "Majesty, you have always given me black Carrie Bradshaw vibes."

The compliment was so simple yet so delightful to hear, Carrie Bradshaw is always a queen that knew her sequins from her glitter, that knew when too much was too little and too little was too much. She was confident in her sex life and didn't give a damn if the hoe label was slapped across her forehead like a jail sentence, I mean yes, I have had my fair share of one night stands and friends with benefits that have gone wrong in my day, and that rumor about MGK and I may or may have not been true, but one thing Carrie had that I didn't have was simple, my Mr. Big.

I didn't have a Mr. Big, I didn't have the Jay-Z to my Beyoncé, or I couldn't be someone's Portia to their Ellen, I needed that Ryan Reynolds to my Blake Lively. But I don't, so I can't be that much like Carrie, because there was no one there to bring down my diva to an endurable level, no one couldn't take my head away from fashion for just a few days. Look at my body count if you will, I have only dated actors, basketball players, and rappers/singers, they all loved my diva attitude and were too terrified to call me out on it.

I needed that elegant and smooth, someone who were sure of what they were doing, rich but you would only know it from the expensive Brioni suit, and the simple gold chain that was only handmade by the most famous jeweler...dare I say it I think I'm looking for someone who isn't famous!

Maybe someone like Mr. Big a businessman who didn't have to say much but all he would have to do was have this look about him you know that same look that could put you in your place but on other days could have you submitting to him in all the sexual ways (mother hide your eyes) while he puts you on cloud nine.

God if I could just find that then I think I wouldn't mind settling down and having little me's and him's running around the house with the little me raiding my closet and the little him causing a wreck around the house and scratching up my marble floors.

Hearing my alarm go off I knew I needed to get to my meeting with Bala, it had been a few weeks since I put them on my website and causing social media mayhem, people couldn't believe that I had bagged the Bala for my website. He never did any interviews not unless it was for a fight, other than that you would never see him, he didn't even have any social media accounts for crying out loud if I wouldn't have known then I would have suggested that he was Amish the way he hated electronics.

I spent my whole night studying this man just, so I can be prepared for when I met him, hell when I first met him he was like a damn shut book and when I was interviewing them he let her do all the talking while he sat there with a jaded expression, and everything I got was from her point of view and to be frank my viewers didn't give a damn about her point of view they wanted to hear about his.

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