I can wonder

And ponder

Why these things happen so very often

How i get like this

Only at the days end

Why new things appear

And all i can do is shed a tear

Why i break a promise

Cause im left to perish

I love those who leave

Hate those who stay

The reason why i will never know

But in hope

I dream of a day

I wont want to need you

I pray for a way

To not wanna see you

I wonder if I'll ever

Find a way to move on forever without..

You

Cause no matter what

You hurt me

Im never enough

Im never good

And as always im used for the time being

Till the other one comes running

To the player of this game

So sorry to say

As to your ways

And your need to be the victim

To this horrible game

The way you play this love game

Is how i feared

After seeing every last fake tear

So block me

And leave

And tell me im a worthless B

But it doesn't change what you need to hear

How you hurt the broken

Time and time again

Worse than before

So to those this way

Dating 3 girls in 21 days

I hope you learn who you love quick

Cause the ones you hurt

Wont wait around and sit

If they saw who you really are that is

You are broken like me

With scars most do not see

But you tell lies for the world to know

And my dear that will always show

Cause once you hurt someone

It never goes away

You said you loved me

Hell you said you would stay

But now its 11pm

And i cant sleep

Cause everything you did

Replays like a movie

So tears the ones you hurt share

Are going to come back i swear

Im not saying the one you should be with is me

But i advise you to think wisely

As you do

Cause you sound like a player

Cause honey you are

And your hurting loving strangers

On your own time

So take a lesson and learn

It doesnt take a year

To try and be faithful

Remember what your doing

As you tell three girls you love them

Cause your actions do not

So heres one of the last poems

With your name as the plot

Take care

Fair well

Im tried of the shit you prove

Isn't love at all or swell

So maybe you should understand the lonely

Before you continue hurting

- they think you cheat cause its hard to not think

- talking about your exs are not a liked thing

- blocking an ex after they tried to fix you isn't at all kind

- playing with her feelings is the hardest place to keep her loyal in her mind

So after all these words

I hope you understand

Idc what you do

Just stop putting it in my hands

Block me

Tell me in shit

But push come to shove

Were both broken

And feel worthless

So sleep well

While your alone

And if you get with one of them again

Just know

Soon they will know how your gonna treat them forever

And then you will be alone

Forever

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