Sometimes I'm scared to feel
But I'm looking in your eyes
And I finally feel safe
But as I fall for you i realize maybe I can feel emotion
As strong as with the one who I cherished for that whole year
But you are already taken
So no matter the struggle i go through
I'm still here falling deeper for you
It feels safe to talk to you for hours
With no silence in between
I just wish I had the people who left me to tell them of my finding
How I'm able to live and be stronger than I think
I want my family
And people who i know to care
Its never been about her
Not here
Not now
Or here
Maybe even there
Im different
And better
Happy to say
So people need to learn when a fire no longer has a flame