Sometimes i think to the past
How i've grown
How i've been able to last
When it seemed as though the world wasn't my own
I remember all the things i said
All the lies i told
All the people i left
Even the ones who left me
Its a sad thing to think
But almost an amazing thing
To be able to see the faces
And hear the voices
Of people who brought the sun in
If only for a while
But theres always the one person
Who lingers constantly in my mind
Its like the thought of them never truly leaves
Its not yet a curse
But almost a greeting
The first time i saw their face
The fist time we talked for a while
The first time i shared my life
And the times i cried to them
Almost everyday
And gosh
They never ran away
But if they did
They came back again and again
So no matter the lies
That rolled off their tongue
I sat there quietly
Hoping for a truth maybe for once
But does one ever change if they never know the mistake
Or ever learn you love them no matter how much distance you bring
Maybe one day ill show you how i see these things
And maybe that day you will listen and handle me with care.
