Paper Thin

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Paper Thin

I was paper thin.

If you wanted,

You could easily shut me up,

With a look,

I never stayed around,

Long enough,

To speak my mind.

I was paper thin.

You could wrinkle me,

Crush me,

Rip me,

Shred me,

And use me,

Just to throw me away.

I am not paper thin,

Anymore.

I stand my ground,

I don't back down,

I won't give up,

Because I'm just too proud.

I am as strong,

As a diamond,

And I won't,

Give in until,

Injustice is settled.

I was paper thin.

But,

I built myself up,

Into the diamond I am.

I was tired of being used,

Shredded,

Crushed,

Without a second thought.

I am a Diamond,

And I always stand up,

I never stand down.

~♡Marie

I really hope you enjoyed reading this poem! The meaning is kinda obvious but, here it is anyway.

I used to be ashamed of myself and, I only had like three friends who I really knew and trusted. The rest were people who used me, and I never did anything about it because I thought it was normal. I thought that was what friends did. I didn't know any better. That's why I was so confused when my three good friends never did anything like that. They tried to help me get out of those toxic friendships but, to no avail. Only I could do it. I had to break out of my shell and, stand up for myself and, what I believed I deserve. I know I should have done it sooner but, at least I did it at all. I have my three very best friends to thank for that. So, here I am, writing a poem about breaking out of my shell. 

I may have done it myself but, I was not alone in the battle. I think of it like this, I slain the dragons but, I had my three besties in the corner to fix my armor when I needed it. They cleaned my weapons too and gave me health. I want to thank them but, I'm not sure if they want their real names in my public diary so, I'm not going to disclose their names but, I will give you their alias' that I will use for my diary entries.

Jake, Nixy, and Mikki.

Jake is a straight guy. Nixy is a questioning girl and Mikki is a pan girl.

You know who you are.

Also, Mikki is like a mother figure to me.

Have a great day!

Kay bye.

~♡Marie

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