Random Things That Happened

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    Okay hi! It's been forever, I know. I got stuck in the world of role-playing and I only wanted to do that. I'm writing an entry now because my rp's aren't responding. Also because I missed spilling my guts for everyone to see! I'm a mess.

I recently decided to start using Tumblr! It's been fun so far and, I actually love it. There is a lot of weird stuff but, there is also cool stuff too. That's where I roleplay too! I feel like people will think I'm weird for role-playing but, It's fun. Immersing yourself into a world and playing as your favorite characters! It's so cool.

Now for the drama! I know that's why you read this.
So, I told my crush how I feel. Mostly because like 3 people asked her out at once and I wanted to make sure she knew I was an option. I told her that if she needed time to sort things out, I could wait and that I'd be there for her, whether we date or not.
Honestly, if we did date, how would it work? We have zero classes together and barely see each other at school. I already said that before but, still. I just feel like I should move on.
About Kendall. I don't like her like that. I thought about it and I realize that I see her more as a sister. She also had a girlfriend so... Even if I did like her, It wouldn't go anywhere.
I don't need a girlfriend but, it would be nice to have someone that I can hold. I just wanna hold a girls hand and, kiss her cheek, and watch her blush as I tell her sweet compliments. I want someone to gush about with my friends. I want someone who isn't afraid to love me. Is it so much to ask to want a girl who is into girls and, who is out of the closet to love me?
Gah!
Sorry about the gay rant.
Okay, time to gush over musicals!
I saw Bat Boy today! It was great. I would leave a link but, Wattpad is bad with links so, I'll just leave one in the comments.
It's just so good! It deals with dark subjects and treats them with respect but, also uses comedy to lighten the situation a bit so that people don't get so uncomfortable.
I heard that the guy who wrote Heathers did it so, that's really cool.
BE MORE CHILL IS ON BROADWAY!
I wanna see them but, I can't because they don't come near and, I'm broke.
Boyf-Riends is my favorite ship and is currently my OTP.

I hope you have a nice day!
~ ♡ Marie  

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