I kinda have a life.
Here's my diary.
Read it all you want.
I'm making it a public story so don't feel bad about it.
It's actually a thing, yes.
Nothing is made up.
It's my genuine diary.
Have fun!
Okay, hi! It's been a while, hasn't it? This might be a long entry, so strap in!
A lot has happened since I left. For example, I dyed my hair black because my friend said it would look cute. I agree. It's so cute! What do you think?
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Yup. It's ya girl. Sorry, back to what I was saying; I have so much to tell you! I also met some new friends, and lost some along the way. It was kinda hard, but you just have to keep going. If they leave, they never really planned on staying in the first place. At least that's how I think of it. It makes me feel better about the whole situation.
I finally got a girlfriend! I love her so much! I asked her out via Be More Chill reference, so that was memorable. I'm so happy to have her in my life. I'll call her... Dia, for convinience purposes. I met her through an online friend, and we started talking. I guess we never really stopped, because here we are, being all gay and stuff.
I'm not just here to gush about my girlfriend, so let's get into the juicy stuff, shall we?
So, the first bit of angst for tonight. My dog died. Isn't that fun? Her name was Micro-bit. We always called her Mouse though. She was super tiny, a teacup chihuahua. She always wanted to make people smile. She was great. R.I.P Mouse. You are missed.
Let's make this happier before we go back into the sad. On a lighter note, I caught up on Steven Universe with my big brother! It was so fun to experience with him. I won't spoil anything, no need to worry. I know how bad that sucks. But, he and I did discuss a lot of theories on what we thought would happen next, and most of them were wrong, yeah, but that's the fun of it. If everything you said were right, it wouldn't be fun to guess. You'd just... know. Life isn't fun without a little bit of dissapointment sometimes. It's important to remember that bad things are good too. You can't have good without bad.
Another thing that's cool. I GOT MY LIP PEIRCED! I'm so happy! I got it done on my birthday, so it was a while ago, but I don't think I ever wrote about it here! It's finally healed, so I can get a new ring to put in it. I'm so happy that I finally got one after years of waiting to finally be old enough! Being 14 is awesome.
There are a few downsides to being a teenager though. (Aka, smol rant time) Adults not taking us seriously. Whenever someone younger has an idea, they shut us down, but if an adult has a similar idea, they get pats on the back. That's not fair. We should be listened to as well! Not only that, but a lot of adults think it's okay to interrupt us, or ignore us completely. Ignoring someone's claim or suggestion will not make it go away. You're the one who taught us that! You're the one who taught us to be respectful, yet you can't do the same?
Also, puberty. Need I say more?
Back to the sad stuff. So, someone who hurt me really bad in the pasf, decided it was a good idea to follow me on instagram. Of course I blocked them, but that didn't stop me from having a mini breakdown in the shower. The last thing I wanted to see when I was checking my phone was his name. I hate their guts. I tend to give people a chance, but they lied about what they did. I can't forgive that. They had a chance. (Oof, sorry that got deep.)
I like to go on tangents. I never know where I'm going to start an entry, and I never know where one will end. I just, write about the random things going on in my life, and it helps me process it all. Like when I first made this, and I wrote about my dream. That helped me. It made me realize just how crazy I sounded. I was making a big deal out of nothing, but at the time, it felt like the end of the world. It makes me think on my current choices, and my current life. I know now that those things weren't so bad. But what happens when something else happens? I never know until it's over.
When I look back on this, I'll be able to remember that not everything is the end. Not every mistake is bad. I'm okay. I'll be okay, as long as I take care of myself and the people around me.
I think that's all I'm gonna write for tonight. I love you all.
