Why, hello there! I know it's been a while since I wrote an entry but, I have been busy being antisocial while I can before school starts again.
I have been trapped in my house all summer. I haven't done anything except have a party like a week after school ended so I have been bored out of my mind, huddled in a ball of blankets on my bed binging YouTube. I know that sounds fun to some of you but, for me, it's not really that fun. You see, I am an ambivert which means that I charge my social batteries like an introvert sometimes and sometimes I charge them like an extrovert.
MY SOCIAL BATTERIES ARE OVERCHARGED/SPENT AT THE SAME TIME AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO THINK OF IT!
I have no idea how I ended up in this situation but, I just know that I need to spend some time with a friend and charge/empty my batteries. Being an ambivert is so hard sometimes because most of the time I can't go anywhere because my family is poor and we can only afford gas for grocery shopping and important stuff like that but, none of my friends want to come to my house and AGHHHHHHHH!
I need some fun. I need my friends. I need social interaction! I feel like I can't get better if I leave but, I can't leave if I don't get better. It makes no sense and, I just don't know how to explain it because, I have never met a fellow ambivert and, I don't know what it is so, I can't research it.
Little rant over, let's talk about school some more! Like the title suggests I should do.
So, school starts August 27th and it's August 23rd right now.
I HAVE NO SUPPLIES OR SCHOOL CLOTHES OR ANYTHING AT ALL TO DO WITH SCHOOL!
Like I said, my family is poor so, right now we can't afford to get school clothes but, I should be able to get supplies before school.
I'm going into the 8th grade and, I'm terrified. I have no idea how the popular girls are going to treat me this year. Last year they used me as their gay bestie so they can look like good people but, this year, I have no idea what's going to happen. In 6th grade, they would try to get me to do them "favors" because I was the nice one (still am) who always liked to help people. In all reality they wanted me to stab people in the back so, I declined and then they spread a rumor that I liked to watch the girls in the locker room get dressed to get back at me.
It's weird how a few people can go from outing a lesbian and starting rumors about her to get revenge, to treating me like royalty and pretending they are my best friend to get popular.
Y'know how they found out I was gay? (I'm telling you anyway)
One of them stole my phone from my backpack when I wasn't looking and saw that I had an LGBTQ+ rights lock screen. I know this happened because later that day the girl came up to me and said "Dropped something, lezzy" with a smirk on her face and threw my phone to me. I was confused and thought she got my name wrong but, when I got home I googled it and it's a slang word for lesbian.
I realize how unbelievable it is so, you don't have to. I know it sounds like something from a movie and it might actually be in a movie but, this did happen to me. You can believe mo, or you can't. Whatever you chose, please be respectful to me.
So yeah. That was a thing.
Have a good day.
Kay bye.
~♡Marie
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