Jun woke up the next morning only to find Jeonghan walking around his house shirtless, his hair messy and wet. Jun stared at him confusedly as the older walked into Jun's room.
"Good morning"
The older boy spoke, looking at himself in the mirror. Jun remembered Jeonghan crying last night, telling him about how Seungcheol had broken his heart. This was something Jeonghan tended to do. He would completely break down in his weakest state of mind and then, out of too much pride, he'd pretend he was fine, as if absolutely nothing had happened. Jun understood him, after all it was Jeonghan's way of coping with heartbreak, he just wished the older would act up on his problems for once.
"Good morning"
Jun spoke, his voice raspy. He hesitated before speaking up again.
"Are you... okay?"
He knew Jeonghan would just avoid the question and change the subject, but it was still worth a try, Jeonghan was his friend and he'd try to help him, no matter how much the older would refuse.
"Yes, incredibly hungover, but fine"
Jeonghan answered, mindlessly looking through Jun's drawers and throwing one of the younger boy's shirts on. Jun had become pretty used to Jeonghan doing whatever he wanted whenever he wanted, so he just ignored it.
Before Jun could speak again, Jeonghan cut him off.
"About last night... What I said..."
Jeonghan started, running a hand through his hair.
"You don't have to worry... I probably exaggerated... I didn't even like him anyway"
It was painfully obvious Jeonghan was lying, but Jun knew it was no use to pressure Jeonghan to talk, the older would get mad easily and Jun was honestly not in the mood for fighting.
"It's okay"
Jun muttered, still lying on the bed.
"Also please don't get mad at me but it's kinda really late and I forgot to wake you up so we're skipping school whoops"
Jeonghan said quickly, and Jun didn't have enough energy to get mad at the older, he could use a day off school anyway. He reached for his phone on the night stand and was immediately greeted by 8 notifications, he stared at the bright screen for what felt like years.
8 missed calls from minghao🌻
Jun would usually call his friend in this situation but he just couldn't be bothered to. He was starting to get mad at Minghao for playing with his feelings just to toss them aside in the end. Jun knew Minghao would never want to hold his hand, or go on dates, or watch the sun set as they kissed, or be with him like Jun wanted him to, and he knew as painful as it would be, he'd have to eventually get over him. But how could he when Minghao kept trying to kiss him? What did he want anyway? Minghao was confused and if he didn't figure himself out, Jun couldn't go on like this with him.
"Wanna talk about it?"
He was suddenly brought back to reality by Jeonghan's question.
"I just... I'm just tired"
Jun lied, hoping Jeonghan would just drop the subject, but the older would always get what he wanted.
"Bullshit"
He stated, staring directly at Jun and sitting down next to him.
"We have all day, spill the tea"
He spoke, not tearing his gaze away from the younger, and Jun figured it would be no use to lie to him.
"It's Minghao... he asked me to practice kissing with him because he had a date with a girl or whatever and obviously I accepted because I have a huge fucking crush on him and I'm fucking stupid and now everytime we see each other it's so weird because he always tries to kiss me again as if it's not gonna mean anything even though he has a girlfriend and I honestly don't even know what to do anymore because he's obviously straight and I-"
Jun ranted, Jeonghan eventually cutting him off.
"Yea sure straight my ass"
He scoffed, Jun staring down at his hands and sighing.
"For what you're telling me, he's surely not straight, he's just probably in denial. He obviously liked kissing you, why else would he do it anyway?"
Jun sighed once again.
"I don't know"
"Look, you need to confront him about his feelings"
Jeonghan stated, Jun's eyes growing wide.
"No"
He simply said, Jeonghan firmly grasping his hand.
"Jun if you don't talk to him I swear I will, he's not gonna reject you"
He assured, making Jun chuckle lightly.
"How do you know that?"
He asked, Jeonghan smiling.
"Because Jun, I'm never wrong, and he's not straight, and he at least has some type of feelings towards you"
Jun looked back down at his hands before speaking up.
"Okay"
He muttered, he'd eventually have to talk to Minghao about it, and he was desperate to get his feelings off his chest.
"Great, now go make something for breakfast because I'm hungry and I can't cook for shit"
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Sorry if this was shitty and short I am aware of it okay but I've been so stressed lately so yeah. Also, I probably won't update until next Sunday or Monday, because I'm going to London tomorrow but I still love ya'll hoes 💕💕
Also, you hoes need to answer my fucking questions okay because if you don't it just makes me look pathetic, so I'll ask once again:
- do you want me to make a chapter focusing on Jeongcheol and what happened at the party or any other ship that is in the book?
- should I start a cover book? If you have requests for book covers tell me in the comments and I'll make them but if there's no requests I won't so please tell me okay
Ok also sorry but I have a lotta things to say; my ymmd album arrived and I got Jun and Jeonghan's photocards and I cried like a little bitch because Jeonghan is my ultimate bias and Jun is my bias also I got Joshua's holo card so I literally got J-Unit I'm shook, I also already had Joshua's photocard from Teen, Age and Jun's standie so apparently everything I get is J-Unit, I'm not complaining though.
Sorry for the rant hope you have a great day and vote and comment you forks I love you all 💕💕
