you're a thousand miles away.
i reach out for you, to hold you, to be with you..
but I'm grasping at air. I'm grasping at nothing.walls between us just keep growing taller and taller. what will it take to break them down? to cast aside all fear? to just be with the one you love no matter what?
but fear keeps you away, and excuses flatter your lips.
so here i am, breaking while you fall asleep. crying while you dream. reaching out for you once again... while you stay away.
the silence kills me. the distance kills me. nothing has changed. you're too far away.
soon i'll forget what your laugh sounds like, what your smile looks like. soon i'll forget what it was like to see you from across the room and catch you looking at me.
i can't live like this. it's not enough. i need you here. but you keep building walls, making excuses, staying away.
would it really take you almost losing me for you to scale the walls and run a thousand miles?
well... it feels like I'm already gone.