Recovery | Justin Bieber |

Chapter 48

| Savannah |
: Hard to Forget

Once I arrived at the studio, I parked my car before hooking my purse on to my shoulder, grabbing my phone and keys before heading out. At the entrance were a few paparazzi who as soon as they saw me, began snapping their pictures.

"How you doing Savannah?" I had learnt that they liked to build up a conversation and every time they did that, Justin would say not to reply as it was their way of manipulating you. But Justin wasn't here and I did what I liked.

"I'm good, how are you?" I asked as he literally walked along with me.

"Great, you heading to see Kylie? She's got a photo shoot huh? Mind tell us what it's for?" He asked.

I laughed knowing exactly what he was trying to do, shaking my head, "I can't tell you that, sorry"

"Okay understood, but we saw you the other night, is everything good between you and Justin?"

As the security opened the door for me I turned back to look at the paparazzi who asked me that question whilst the others just took pictures, "Everything's fine, have a good day"

And with that, I walked in.

"Hi, I'm Savannah, nice to meet you" I said to the guy who was one of the photo shoot directors as we greeted one another. "I'm Tyler O'Neil, follow me" He smiled before he lead me to where Kylie was.

Entering the room, all I could see was bright lights and a large pink backdrop where Kylie stood posing in a yellow see through two piece skirt and crop top. In her left hand was a banana to match the gold in her glasses and her outfit as she posed with her other hand. my best friend looked good.

Once she noticed I was here she handed the banana to the assistant and ran over to me.

"Savvy!" She sang as she pulled me in for a hug.

"Hi" I laughed as she kissed my cheek and pulled away. "Do you like my fit?" She asked referring to her outfit as she stepped back for me to look at it. I laughed "Love it, the banana really makes it better"

As she smiled, the photographer called her back as she had just walked away in the middle of her shoot. "Go, I'll watch and cheer you on" I told her making her laugh before she walked back and I went and sat on the couch that was on the other side.

Putting my purse down on the ground, I took my phone out of it, reading my notifications. "Miss, can I get you a drink?" A woman asked who carried a clipboard and a pen on her right ear, well this looked serious.

"Can I get a water?" I asked with a smile, after nodding and leaving I looked back down at my phone. As I scrolled through Instagram my phone went off as a notification popped up at the top.

'iMessage from: Justin❤️'  just when I changed him name from daddy to Justin with a heart, looks like I had to change it 'stupid piece of crap'.

I felt nervous just by looking at name as him and I hadn't spoken since that night. He rang me the majority of the night that I left his car but I turned my phone off as I couldn't stand to hear the ringing of my phone coming from someone I couldn't be bothered to speak to. I hesitantly rapped on the message before reading.

'You can't ignore me forever... please talk to me'

Well clearly he was wrong as I was doing a pretty good job at ignoring him, I just didn't know if it was possible to do forever. I didn't know whether it was appropriate for me to reply or not but once I heard the loud "Cut!" I locked my phone and looked over to see Kylie now approaching me with a robe on.

She came and sat next to me before I smiled at her, "Okay what's going on?" She asked bluntly, somehow knowing something had just happened.

I sighed looking down at the ground, "Justin just texted me" I told her.

"What did he say?"

I simply unlocked my phone before titling it to show her and once she took my phone out of my hands and read it; something she always did no matter what I showed her, she said,

"Well let's ignore him forever" making me laugh, of course she'd say the worst just to make me laugh.

"do you want to talk to him?" She asked making me sit back in the seat with her next to me briefly closing my eyes. "I miss him" I admitted placing my hand on my forehead and rubbing it out of stress.

"I know you do... but that doesn't answer my question babe" She said raising her eyebrows.

"I don't know what I want"

We left the studio and got in to my car before I drove to Urth Cafe which is where we decided on having our lunch. Once we arrived and got a table to sit outside, we sat down and ordered.

"Man I could really eat a whole bowl of the lettuce they serve here, is it weird to like lettuce like that?" She asked as she looked over at a woman who had a bowl of salad and was munching on it like it was a bowl of candy.

Once our food arrived, I was first to grab the green tea boba that I had ordered and took my first sip and almost died. It was quite possibly the best drink I had ever had and I came back all the time just to have it.

"You're so cute, let me take a picture of you for my snap" she laughed as she picked her phone up and held it in front of her. "Wait wait" I quickly said sorting my hair out and making sure I didn't have green tea stuck between my teeth. Kylie literally had the whole world on her snapchat so I wanted to make sure I didn't look like a troll.

Once she took it off me and ended up making me laugh by how people were staring at us, she got my approval before posting it for the world to see and possibly judge. Jk.

"So tell me," She paused as she put her drink down,

"What would you do if Justin proposed to you right now?" She randomly asking making me stop cutting my food before looking up at her. "Where do you get these ideas from?" I laughed making her raise her eyebrows as if she really wanted me to answer.

"I wouldn't be thinking about proposing if he can't even act right" I answered pushing my hair behind my shoulders as I put my hands under my chin and smiled as she looked at me with the 'oh no you didn't' look as she snapped her fingers. "Girl I am proud of you" She said as she grabbed my hand and interlocked our fingers waving them about in the air as I laughed at how she was closing her eyes and swaying side to side.

"But I gotta say," she paused as she ate her salad, "Y'all are the most cutest together" She ended.

"You think?" I asked resting my head in my hands as I tilted my head. She nodded looking up at me as I just remembered how he spoke to me like he was all about me. That's what made it so depressing, he treated me so well and then this had to happen. Just my luck.

"I know you be remembering everything y'all did" She raised her eyebrows looking at me with amusement.

"It's pretty hard to forget someone like that" and that was the truth.