Recovery | Justin Bieber |

Chapter 54

| Savannah |
: Love Me Like You Do
| WARNING :  SEXUAL CONTENT |

I nervously watched as Justin said goodbye to everyone, thanking them for the meal and their kindness after I had said my goodbyes. He hasn't been the same.

For the rest of the night, I couldn't sit still. Justin continued making conversation with everyone else as he didn't want to be rude but only spoke when being spoken to. But when it came to me, he didn't speak at all. He asked me if I wanted a drink and if I was cold once we had all stood out on the balcony but that was it. I couldn't find the words to say what I wanted to but I knew that nothing was really easy when it came to things like this.

"Mi princesa, I am so happy for you and your new journey... Justin is a great guy and I'm grateful god blessed us all with his kindness. I hope you live happily and that you overcome all of your battles because you both deserve an eternity of happiness, just don't get married without telling me please" My mom spoke, I could see the coming tears in her eyes. I was literally going to cry over the fact that my mom had said that we'd overcome our battles and all I wanted was for us to overcome this battle and so after hugging her and thanking her for the night, I felt Justin rest his hand on the small of my back which made me sigh, so he didn't hate me

After saying our goodbyes, Justin and I walked out. He held his hand in mine as we we were escorted out. He kept me close to him as I felt the small splatter of rain that fell on us. It wasn't too bad and definitely not umbrella worthy but it was there and as soon as I got in to the car, I felt relieved that my legs wouldn't get drenched. Justin got in to his side before rolling his window up after thanking the valet before he drove away. He had taken his hat off and it was in the back of the car already as he grew irritated by it during the night and so his hair was now wet too as he ran his hand through it.

"Are you not going to speak to me now?" I asked glancing at him before looking down at my hands. I felt guilty but for what? I didn't do anything... I was innocent but at this moment in time, Justin didn't care. He was just mad about what Adam had said about falling for me and how Justin didn't deserve me and so he was taking that out on me.

"What do you want me to say to you Savannah?" He asked, his voice was hoarse, deep and more so filled with built up anger that I could tell he was wanting to release.

"This isn't my fault Justin... why are you taking this out on me?" I asked looking at him, his grip on the steering wheel tightened and I could tell by his clenched jaw that he was getting angrier by the second.

"It's not your fault Sav? Maybe if you had made it clear that you don't want to fuck with this bitch, he wouldn't be wanting to fuck you senseless" He answered, anger in his voice.

I looked at him like he was crazy, he had had a couple of drinks but he defiantly wasn't drunk and so it definitely wasn't that. He was just being like that out of anger and I was not here for it.

For the rest of the car ride, we argued back and forth and we pulled in to his drive way, I remembered how I had agreed to stay at his house for the night as he said he wanted me to hear a couple of his songs and tell me what I thought. Clearly not anymore.

Walking in to his house, we continued yelling at one another all the way to his bedroom which is where he had the chance to pull of his shirt which had been drenched because of the rain as he had been out in it more than me. The light grey has turned a dark grey and as he took the shirt off, it made it a lot harder for me to stand there and cry and yell. The dim light of the lamps lit up the room, showcasing his perfectly toned body as he turned to look at me.

"How is this fair? You're getting mad at me for something I have no part in but when I get mad at one of your stupid model girlfriends commenting on your pictures, I'm suddenly delusional?!" I yelled frowning.