B. U. D. D. Y. S

Chapter 12: Oh He Sliding Like that?

**Weeks later**
•Jasmine•

            So these past few weeks have been wonderful, I don't have to go back to school till tomorrow and that's going to be shitty but it's whatever.
            Dwayne and I finally separated for a few days, we haven't seen each other for a good minute. Because he has been focusing on his basketball stuff and everything, so I decided to go surprise Chris one time for the one time.
 
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          When I finally made it to Chris house I knocked on the door and for some reason it was already unlocked so I just let myself in.
               He had rose petals on the floor leading to the back and he had dinner on his dinning room table, he had candles and shit set up. Nigga really tryna get freaky wit someone.
           I walked to the back real quietly, until I heard moaning. "Ugh yes daddy right in there!!" I heard from a much deeper voice.
           "Oh hell naw!!" I said busting into the room, and I wasn't even mad I was just...shocked.

                Dis nigga on on all fours while some other dude was pounding his shit from the back. I just stood there trying to hold in my laughter. "Umm baby i-i-I can explain..." he said. "Um naw um you straight...well not straight but it's okay you don't have to..." I said I was getting ready to walk out of the room when I turned around. "Oh yeah all yo shit that you bought me is finna burn in my damn fire place." I said skipping out of his house. "BABY!!" Chris called out I just kept walking out, but not before taking one of them plates of food and eating it on my way home.

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           While I was at home...sitting in front of my burning fire place, eating my Chinese food, my momma came down the stairs.
              "Hey baby." my momma said coming and sitting next to me. "Hey momma Whatchu doing home so early?" I asked turning to look at her then turing back to the fireplace. "Ahh nothing I didn't go to work today, just didn't feel like it.." She shrugged as she continued. "Something told me to stay home today..." she said looking at me.
                "Oh yeah? What was it?" I asked. "You..." She said simply. My head shot up and I looked at her.
"Me?" I asked. "But I didn't tell you to stay home today momma" I said trying to remember back to if I did or didn't.

"You didn't have to.." she said coming closer to me and wrapped her arms around me as she started to rub my shoulder.
          "Oh my little angel...my beautiful babygirl.." she said as she laid her head on top of mine, I laid my head on her shoulder. "You haven't changed one bit since you where little." She said. "What do you mean?" I asked raising a eyebrow.
"You've always had this way of hiding your feelings because you are always scared to get hurt...baby don't hide your feelings, if you do your only hurting yourself and it's going to get harder and harder for you..." my mom told me as she continued to speak I went off into my own world.
             I love Dwayne with everything in me, he is all I've ever wanted in a man. He is everything I need. He knows how to treat me right, he's caring, sensitive, protective, and much more. I don't know what I would do without him. But I can't give in, I can't let my guard down. I can't fall in love with him and I won't, that's why imma break this thing up tomorrow as soon as I see him.

            "Baby do you hear me?" My mom asked.

"Huh? Yeah yeah of course mom, um thank you for the talk, I love you so much for it now I'm finna go take a shower." I said after hugging and kissing my mom and running upstairs to my room.

              I really needed to take a shower so I could think these things over.
          After I was done doing what I had to do. I walked back to my room in only my towel.

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•Dwayne•

                I have been so stressed out these last few days. It just don't make no since. With my dad being gone and all it's just been going down hill for my mom. I've been here for her as much as I could and I'm taking care of her with the best of my ability.
            I haven't talked to Jazz in a few days because I'm trying to give her some space, I know she don't wanna be under me all the time. But the thing is I want to be near her all the time, I wanna be under her and have her run her hands through my hair. I want her so bad that it don't make no sense.
            I've talked to Kayla yesterday, she straight because she know what's going on with my dad and everything and she has tired to be there for me and I respect her for that but she ain't my Jazz.

             I've missed her. I haven't checked up on her because I've been busy with my basketball stuff, making videos. I'm just doing stuff to get noticed so I can make it big, I want to be able to provide for what's mine.
          Right now I'm on my way to Jazz house, to see how she doing and to see if she wanna kick it.

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