Seven Deadly Sins

A Note From Taehyung

To: Jimin,

I have always had you to back me up. You were my best friend. My brother not by blood but by heart. You are my brother from another mother. We grew up with each other. We made plenty of memories to remember. We shed tears together, laughters and sorrow. You were my partner in crime.

And up until that night, you were still my partner in crime. You proved to me that you really are my brother. You chose me still even though I was wrong. Even though this is about your love and me. And it was the first time I regretted that you are my friend, that you treated me like a brother.

If you hadn't treated me like that then your hands would still be clean by now. You wont have to kill her. If you werent my best friend, you would be protecting her. And I know you wanted to protect her that night but you couldn't and it was all because of me.

That night, I suddenly felt like Im the biggest mistake in this world. That I shouldn't be here. I was the most disgusting person in this world but you looked at me like you were my older brother ready to fix the shit I have done.

And I couldn't be thankful for that. But still after it, you treated me differently now. You only saw me as a guy that would fuck up everything eventually and you are there to fix it all up. I couldn't blame myself more, you've changed because of me.

And Im sorry because I lost my friend, I lost you as you lost her. Im sorry you had to be the one who took her life. Im sorry you had to stain your hands like that. Im sorry if you chose me. But if only I could turn back time, I would tell you not to choose me and just save her.

-Taehyung.