Seven Deadly Sins

A Note From Jungkook

Note: Do not skip the chapters ahead. Thank you. This will all answer the unsaid questions in your mind.

To: Her,

February 18, 2018, I met you. The truth is, I fell inlove with your face at first sight. And you got my mind with the way your eyes glanced at me wide open as you catch me from slipping on the floor. I couldnt stop thinking about you that night. I kinda like you but I know that this feeling will also go away quickly. But, I saw how Jimin stare at you. He looked at you like you are the most expensive thing in this world. A priceless one. One that he cannot buy with his fortune.

I was envious. I didnt want him to have you. So I got closer with you. You were nice, you werent really that hard to be friends with. And I started feeling attracted to you and you also liked me. But you had to give up Jhope hyung. I thought you would choose him over me. And you should have because at November, I started cheating on you.

The thing is, I could've been loyal to you but Jimin got closer with you too and maybe I got bored with everything, I still had you anyways. But you caught me, and you started crying every single night. I was there. I saw you. You were crying on your window. Maybe you earned a soft spot in my heart that's why I pitied you. I wanted to stop our relationship to stop hurting you. I didnt want you hurt.

But I shouldn't have. I shouldn't have ended it with you. Because I was the one to blame for your death. If only I had got back with you at the party then Taehyung wouldn't have the chance to take advantage of you.

And Im sorry, for everything. For hurting you. I know that its probably too late, it is too late but I am begging for your forgiveness. Please forgive me. For everything. I'm sorry I wasnt the right one for you and I couldn't give you my love wholly. I guess I could never give it to anyone now.

And thank you because I still had beautiful and happy memories with you. And yes, you are the realest and best thing that ever happened to me, that will remain true. Im saying this one more time, I love you.

-Jungkook.