Dear Allen,
It's almost 4 am
and here I am thinking...
Thinking of things
that make me start hurting...
I look upon your profile
each and every day...
Howcome I have not yet
overcome this stupid pain?
Why can't I ignore
or accept the reality?
That you were once with her,
that I wasn't the first to make you happy...
Why can't I move on
from such a crazy feeling?
A feeling that I'm afraid
might ruin our (hopefully) happy ending...
I know it takes time
for me to accept this...
this fact in your life
that I'm just your second...
But even though not your first,
I am always your "NOW"...
Now and forever
I will love you, no doubt!
I am sorry I can be
very anxious and emotional...
that my moments of pain
bring you worry and trouble...
I'm just scared of losing you,
my true love, my one and only...
I want you to be mine
I want to make you happy...
~Your Lost Kitten
August 17, 2018
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Poetry Hearts: A Collection of Poems 🌟
PoetryMy compilation of poems, letters, and speeches. "Poetry is what makes me open... It clears my thoughts, letting me express what I feel deep inside... It's harmonic and mellow like a magical lullaby..."
