My dear sweet Allen,
the love of my life...
There's something I need to tell you
-- something I can't hide...
For the past few suns
and the past few moons...
I've been doing wrong quite lately.
I've been doing wrong to you...
I know you've always told me
"Babe, it's alright..."
But 'til now, it still hurts me
that I never do right...
I'm clumsy. I'm selfish.
I'm bossy and rude...
I act like a child.
I easily change my mood...
I try my best to change
or become better too...
But I always end up failing
to be the best just for you...
I'm sorry that I'm nothing,
that I'm breaking apart...
that I am too emotional,
that I'm breaking your heart...
I always ruin everything,
even if they're little things...
I'm sorry. I'm overthinking
-- overthinking of everything...
My jokes aren't funny.
My comments aren't good...
My reactions are just terrible.
I always misunderstood...
Misunderstood what you say,
Misunderstood what you mean...
I'm so sorry, Allen, but
you deserve more than me.... ...
I hope you find someonemature and so smart...
Someone who is patient,
who's also good with art...
Someone who is beautiful
Inside and even out...
Someone who is worth it
Someone who you'd think about...
Every morning, every night
Until the world ends...
Someone who would love you.
A great lover. A great friend...
You were just a happy moment,
that came to pass by...
But now, it is all over...
It's time to say goodbye...
Thank you for everything,
for the care and the love...
But someone else needs you more than me.
You need more than enough...
I know you will find someone
So much better and so great...
You deserve better than a spoiled brat,
So please, you don't have to stay...
Be happy, my sweet dear Allen,
Trust me, this is for the best...
I want you to be very happy
Even thought I'm hurting in my chest...
Goodbye, my dear sweet Allen,
I'll cheer you on everyday...
Until the day that you find someone
who can bring a brighter smile on your face...
Sayonara...
October 1, 2019
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Poetry Hearts: A Collection of Poems 🌟
PoetryMy compilation of poems, letters, and speeches. "Poetry is what makes me open... It clears my thoughts, letting me express what I feel deep inside... It's harmonic and mellow like a magical lullaby..."