in my mind

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I'm in limbo and I don't know where to go,
Nothings going good, my hope is a no show.
Maybe I should just settle for what I have right now,
Even if it doesn't make me feel so powerful.

I need to find a song that makes me feel less alone,
I need to find my fears another home.
If shit keeps going just like this,
I won't be able to overcome it.

Thanks to the anxiety in me,
My heart won't stop pounding.
Thanks to the anxiety in me,
I am always second guessing,
Everything that I am,
Everything that I want,
Feels like I'm swallowing sand,
My thoughts like to taunt.
Thanks to the anxiety in me,
Somedays I forget to breathe.

I made a fool of myself last night,
I said something wrong,
I wanted to die.
Everybody must think I'm an idiot,
For allowing myself to say such silly shit.
I know I'm an idiot,
For allowing my body to feel that.

I need to find a song that makes me feel less alone,
I need to find my fears another home.
If shit keep going like this,
I won't be able to cope.

Thanks to the anxiety in me,
My heart won't stop pounding.
Thanks to the anxiety in me,
I am always second guessing,
Everything that I am,
Everything that I want,
Feels like I'm swallowing sand,
My thoughts like to taunt.
Thanks to the anxiety in me,
Somedays I forget to breathe.

Chaos ensues in my mind,
Tragedy is locked there all the time.
I promise to stop this nonsense,
I want it to simply end.

I will find a song that makes me feel less alone,
I will find my fears another home.
If shit keep going like this,
I will be able to cope.

Thanks to the anxiety in me,
My heart wouldn't stop pounding.
Thanks to the anxiety in me,
I was always second guessing,
Everything that I am,
Everything that I want,
Felt like I was swallowing sand,
My thoughts liked to taunt.
Thanks to the anxiety in me,
I finally know all about peace.

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