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ANGLE OPENS THE door to Frans and Natalia's apartment, letting Kylian into it. She put the cigarette between her lips as she lay down in the couch again.
"I see that you've started smoking again and got your hair cut." he say closing the door.
"Yeah...funny story, my sister died and the last thing I said to her was Nobody loves you for you, they just love the person you are pretending to be!" Angel say laughing a sarcastic laugh.
"Angel..." Kylian respond with a sympathetic voice.
"And now, I can't do a shit about it." Angel cut in.
"I wish that the last thing that she would remember of me would had been that I hugged her and telling her how important she is and that I love her." she add as tears starts building up in both Kylian and Angel's eyes.
"We all say awful stuff to our loved ones, sometimes it's bad timing. We can't do anything about it and I know that she knew how much you loved her, she told me how proud she was of you and I'm sure she still is." Kylian say, making Angel smile.
"How do I even deserve to have you in my life?" she ask taking a blow on her cigarette before looking over at Kylian sitting in one of the armchairs.
Kylian just chuckle and ignore to answer Angel's question. "Is Frans okay with you smoking inside or smoking at all?" he ask.
Angel roll her eyes and take another blow on the cigarette.
Kylian rip the cigarette from Angel's hands and put it in the empty glass on the coffee table.
"I'm worried about you and all this psychological torture you're doing to yourself. It's not healthy and it will soon affect everyone around you. I don't think that you'll be any more happy if you continue like this." he say.
Angel didn't know what to answer but just looked straight into Kylian's eyes.
"So if you know everything, why don't you tell me your plan?!" she responds, slightly irritated with Kylian.
"Ugh stop Angel. You know that I only want to help you!"
"I only want someone to treat me like somebody else and not the wreck I am!" she state, dragging her fingers through her hair.
Kylian move a little closer to Angel as their eyes meets once again. Angel look down at Kylian's lips for just a second before looking up again.
He places his right hand onto her cheek before their lips meet. They look at each other before connecting their lips again, this happening in only a matter of a minute.
"Did that make you feel like someone else?" Kylian jokes.
"No." I say, feeling my cheeks heat up.
How can he make me feel so much and have that control over me?!
He take a firm grip on my thighs and lift me up with my legs around his waist before walking towards my bedroom.
In the moment, it happened so fast and it was all so exciting and great, but afterwards I just feel a flood of guilt. What would Italy had said if she knew?!
Ugh. She would have been so pissed and she would definitely feel betrayed. I'm such a horrible person and whatever I do, I can't get away from that.
But his smile and how he is towards me, it just feels so different. Maybe it's worth it...
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This is so bad and I'm sorry for it. I'm having that period when you feel like nothing you write is good enough and that everything sounds bad.
Hopefully next chapter will at least be a little better.
