just a nightmare

not okay

It's been a day since the rating in cochlea, Kaneki still haven't woke up, he was deep asleep and haven't move a finger. Touka and the others had cleaned the shop, Ayato had decided to stay with them for a while and help them rescue Hide.

Touka came from checking on Kaneki. "Still asleep?" Ayato asked. "Like a rock." Touka gave a small lough.

"What do you think his reaction will be he finds out about Nagachika?" Amon asked.

"I'll guess he'll have a panick attack.""Why's that?" Ayato was curious.

"Well I guess because that's his biggest fear."

"Oh?"

"Yeah. Kaneki is afraid of loosing the people close to him. Heh. Acting like some tragic hero again, if something happens to us, he'll blame himself for not beeing able to protect us. After the Anteiku raid Kaneki was completely brocken, he would wake up screaming in the middle of the night sometimes in the morning, but he rarely got a good sleep. It took me almost an year to make him feel safe and happy again."

"And I thought that he was tuff."

"Me to. When I first met him he spared my life in our fight then I meet him again in cochlea with white hair killing people when he said he didn't want to kill. By the way why is he with white hair and black hair and black nails?"

"Marie Antoinette syndrome." Both Ayato and Touka answered.

"From what?" Amon wasn't sure.

Ayato looked at Touka and she just went behind the counter giving him the signal 'tell him yourself'.

"Well back when he was still a weak nerd, Aogiry desided to kiddnap him 'couse of the fact they hi have Rize's kagune. After that Yamori or Jason as you know him took him. Before I continue I want to ask what do you know about Jason?"

"Well he was one of the CCG's priconers in cochlea a few years ago. When he askaped he started torturing people the same way we tortured him. We know as well that his last victim had turned on him and killed him."

"That last victim was Kaneki, I don't know what the sick bastart did to him but I was hearing him screaming even on the rooftops on the buildings witch were on the other side of the bace we were in. After that he beated the shit out of me."

Touka gave a small lough at that.

"Hey what are you loughing at shit head!?"

At the fact that after you kikked my ass he kikked yours."

Touka said between bouts of Lougheed.

"So what your saying is that he was turned into a ghoul he leaved a few mouths as a ghoul got kidnapped and tortured-""for ten days." Ayato said. "Yeah then he joined Aogiry for a few mouths, the place he loved and the people who he loved as well got killed. Is that what your saying?"
They nodded.

"How is he even sane?"

"He's not." Touka Sayid.

"He's hiding it he was pretty sane those years guess you can fix a brocken person only with happyness and peacefulness."

"Well guess world doesn't give every people happyness and peacefulness to every people, mostly him." Ayato said.

"Yeah he sure got it hard and learned most of the thinks the hard way." Touka said.

"Guess not every people in the world have a good luck their hole lives, even humans."

That's when Ayato hurd something (since he have a good hearing.)

"What is it?" Touka asked her brother.

"I think Kaneki is awake..."

"What?" Touka yelled.

"Hey don't yell at me. I'm not sure."

"Then I'll make sure of it."

The trio got in first of the room kaneki was resting at. Touka slowly opened the door carful if Kaneki was steel asleep. When she opened the door the three ghouls spotted Kaneki, who was struggling to sit on the bed. He was still really exhausted. Touka immediately rushed to help him sit up .

"You alright?"

"I really tired but otherwise I'm fine." Ayato and Amon entered the room.
"Ayato..? What are you doing here?"
"Waiting for your tired ass to wake up. Plus I think I can join :re..."
"Wait! What!?" Everyone shouted.
"Yeah I mean why not I got tired of all the fighting.."

"..." Everyone remind silent."What it's not that much of a deal just help your dumbasses with the god damn shop that's all." "Oh yeah by the way where is Hide?" Kaneki asked "..." At the question everyone froze.
"Guys where's Hide?"
"Um..." Ayato started. "Well..." Amon continued. Kaneki looked at Touka.
"Touka..?" He gave her one of the most inocent looks in the world.
"Mmm..." Touka began to crack at the look he was giving her. It looked exactly like the old Kaneki. She looked at her little brother and the former investigator. They gave her the look don't tell him.

Then she looked back at Kaneki. He was giving her one of the most adorable faces that reminded her so much of the old black haired Kaneki. His eyes were round childish like full with inocent and a little bit worry his orbs looked big and God did he looked adorable. His moth wasn't smiling but wasn't doing the opposite as well.
"Mmm..." She closed her eyes and said. "Hide was kiddnap!" She got it out. Ayato gave a hifive to his face.
"WHAT!?" he couldn't take it.