just a nightmare

Fine

"Ken please you need to rest."

"..."

"At least sleep for a bit."

"I can't."

"What do you mean you can't."

"I just can't."

It's been two days since they rescued Hide. He was resting well in his room but the same can't be told for Kaneki. Lately he was really stressed out. He wasn't getting any sleep and was always cheking if Hide was okay and was going overprotective with everyone. Touka was trying to make home have some rest and was failing for it. Everyone were starting to get worried. Kaneki was getting exhausted and was overworking himself and that was getting on his health. He was even paler then usual and his usual pale is almost like his hair. Well he was at least eating right.

"Kaneki this is not going well you can rest for a bit. At least get five god damn minutes sleep it will help you a little you know. Not resting is not good."

He actually didn't even know if he can sleep. It's true sometimes he would fall asleep for a few minutes reading a book or doing something peaceful, but that was all he got that nightmare again and he now began to force himself awake because of them.

"..."

"Kaneki."

"...uuuuh..."

"Don't uh me you know that you should rest and you know why."

"...I-"

"Is it the nightmares again?"

He looked away and nodded. He was worried sick. He didn't want anything to happen to his friends. He can't let that heppend. Even if it was selfish he was excepting it. Kaneki was really lost at the moment. All bad thoughts were going true his head. What I'd Kanou sends someone to take Hide again or Aogiry attacks re because Hinami and Ayato are with them or if the CCG discovers them and raid the Caffe he didn't want the same think that happened to Anteiku to happened to re. So these days he was on eg 24/7. He wasn't able to relax for a second.

Touka sight. He was impossible after all that work over those three years this had to happen again. Kaneki wasn't getting any rest and that wasn't good for him. He was always spaced out and it looked like he was forcing himself awake.

"I'll go have a walk." Kaneki headed to the door.

"Hey I'm not done with ya!" But he was already gone.

"What's wrong." Amon asked he just entered the living room in were touka was.

"Just Kaneki. You have seen him lately haven't you?"

"Yeah he kind of looks exhausted."

"He's not getting any rest at all. I can tell that he's even forcing himself awake at night."

"That can't be good."

"Yeah and the bastart doesn't even want to talk to me! The half idiot is overworking himself!"

"I may be able to help."

"Do as you want I got tired of that! I just want him to be okay, but looks like after everything that heppend that's kind of impossible.

Mean while Kaneki was walking around the streets and desides to go to his favorite roof top. He was usually going there back when he was with Aogiry.

So he sat there spaced out like usual whan a calm and slightly worried tone in his voice called me.

"Hey." I turned to look at the tall figure. It was Amon.

"Amon? What are you doing here?"

"Just came for a little chat. You know you really are worrying us."

"I just…can't help it I guess."

"So why are you overworking yourself so hard?"

"Like I said I can't help it it's selfish and Al stuff but I don't want to loose anymore people than I already have."

"And you think always beeing on guard can help?"

"Kind of."

"I have felt it before. I was actually abounded by a ghoul. After he killed all of my friends and the CCG took me. After that I was always on guard hating ghouls and trying to save my co-workers."

"I'm not only like that…"

"You only think so. Here some advise. If your overworking yourself then you won't be able to fight when you have to rest well but at the same time be ready."

Kaneki smiled. "I guess your right."

"I'm glad I was able to help. Wanna go inside maybe Nagachika is up."

"Sure hey why are you all calling him by his full name you know that he likes people calling him Hide?"

"Fine fine whatever."

The both started loughing while going back to re. Thinks were going to be fine after all.