Chloe awakens with her mind feeling like goo, her memories swirl in her head, like a whirlpool. She groans as she opens her eyes. She finds herself in a strange bed, it was much bigger than her own. And much comfier. As she smiles to herself over the new comfort, what happened with Beca dawns on her as she shoots up in the bed, causing Jenna, who was sat on a small seat by a desk in the left corner, to jump. "Woah, you okay?" She asks, walking over to the bed, sitting on the corner. Chloe's mind replays everything that happened, every single word. Her eyes begin to form tears. Beca had broke up with her. "Beca broke up with me" say says in almost a whisper. Jenna's face then falls, guilt filles her eyes as she says that. "I'm sorry. It was my fault" she says dimly. Chloe shakes her head. "No. You had no way of knowing, and its not like I exactly stopped the flirting." She admits. Chloe knew that this was her own fault, not Jenna's. Jenna smiles, but Chloe knew it was forced. She still blamed herself for it all. "I'm gonna have to talk to her tomorrow." Chloe sighs, Jenna nods in agreement. Chloe still felt empty and cold inside. Without Beca. It killed her. It felt like someone was squeezing her heart with a tight grip, the fact Beca not being hers hurt her this much. It was Hell.
Beca was greeted by a loud thud, causing her to shoot up in her bed, looking around in confusion. "Ow" she heard from the side of the bed. She looks over and see's Emily, sprawled across the floor next to Beca's bed. "Emily die in silence please" Jesse mumbles, as he awkwardly laid across the two desk chairs, his eyes still shut but was obviously now awake. At the end of the bed, laid Benji. Unsure if he was still asleep, Beca poked him with her toe. "Urghhh" the groan comes from him. Beca chuckles as she stretches dramatically. "I slept great" she says, Jesse and Benji both turning to her and glaring at her. She smiles at the two smugly. "We really should of stopped drinking after we left" Jesse comments, stretching in the seat. Beca head falls as she remembers the events of last night. seeing Jenna kiss Chloe. the pain re-emerging of seeing it. Beca knew full well that she couldn't blame Jenna. she can not like her for it, but not blame her. Beca groans. "Why did all this happen" she grunts as she lays back down, squeezing her eyes shut, trying to get rid of the image of the two kissing from her mind. it didn't really work. "I just can't get the image from my mind" Beca sighs. Emily's head pops up from the side of Beca's bed, her hair was everywhere and frazzled, with a vacant smile, which caused Beca and everyone to chuckle. Emily then makes her eyes go bozzeye, as she smiles with just her top teeth showing, everyone full on laughs at this, Emily's face turning to a proud face. Beca looks fondly at Emily. she could tell Emily still loved her, it was something in her eyes. everytime Emily looked at Beca, they lit up, like a wave of happiness hits her. Emily looks at Beca, her laugh making her heart do flips, it was like a perfect melody, it made her heart fill with love everytime. Benji and Jesse look at the two, Jesse then looks at Benji and indicates to the door. "I think me and Benji will be going." He says as the two file out, Beca and Emily just nod.
"Do you ever wish we never happened?" Beca asks Emily. Emily shook her head almost instantly, like she had no doubt in her mind. "I told you I love you, Beca. and I do. and I don't hate the feeling, it's such a great feeling. even though I'm not with you, all i want is for you is to be happy... why do you wish we never happened?" Emily throws back, her voice sounded actually worried. She sighs and shakes her head. "No, i am happy we had what we had. I really did like you, Em. and if it wasn't for Chloe, I would of fallen in love with you" She said honestly. That was one of the things Emily loved about Beca, she was honest. especially about what happened between them, which was never bad. Emily smiles softly at Beca. Beca also had something else on her mind, Emily could tell. her eyes were still distant. "What is it?" Emily asks. Beca sighs loudly. "Should I forgive Chloe for what happened?" She asks. she was genuinely confused on it. She wanted to forgive Chloe for it all, as she hadn't kissed back or started the kiss, but then again she shouldn't of let it happen. but which part was more important? That she hadn't kissed her, or that she hadn't stopped it getting to that point? Emily ponders on it for a second. "I think... you should. But you should let her show that she deserves it, you know? Let her make the first move, to prove to you she is serious" She tells Beca. Beca nods, taking it in. Emily had a good point. If Chloe really did want it to be right between them, she had to prove she wanted Beca. All Beca wanted was to forgive Chloe. But Emily was right, Chloe had to prove she deserved her forgiveness, and prove to her that she wants her. Beca smiles at Emily. "You are wise. you need a beard" Beca says with a smirk, receiving a pillow being chucked at her face by Emily, who cocks her eyebrow with a grin. "Seriously, Em. you are the best" Beca says sincerely, Emily nods "I know" and the pillow she chucked was sent right back at her.
Jesse and Benji walk out of Beca's house, saying goodbye to her parents and thanking them for having them stay. "So, are you okay? you seemed upset as when we bumped into you?" Benji asks Jesse. Jesse looked at Benji, he seemed sincere. "I saw my girlfriend dancing with another guy. pretty close" He says as he pops his lips. Benji nods his head slowly. "That's tough. I'm sorry" He says, Jesse throws a quick smile at Benji. "Thanks, Man." He says back to him. "But, you know. I don't mean to make it sound like you're overreacting" he starts as Jesse chuckles, knowing that's what hes going to do. "I mean it was dancing, i know it must suck seeing it. but, I know your girlfriend was pretty drunk, and i think it was just her just not thinking. She wasn't kissing him or anything." He says, Jesse nods slowly. "But it shouldn't of happened" He adds, Benji nods. "You are right. but at least it's still mendable" he responds. He was kinda right, Jesse thought. He knew it was her fault, and she would have to face that. but she didn't do anything unthinkable. and alcohol probably did not help.
Will Chloe fix things with Beca? And will Jesse take Benji's advice and fix things with Aubrey? Or will they fall apart? Enjoy!
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Beca's Choice
FanfictionBeca Mitchell is new to the high school. Joining in Senior Year is always a pain. She quickly befriends a small group of friends. Jesse. Amy. Aubrey. Emily and Chloe. And with it of course, comes all the complicated parts of high school and finding...