broken maknae,, j.jk x bts

7

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Also in this chapter, there will be quiet a few Perspective changes.

Mark

After I dropped Jungkook off at his dorm I went back to the Got7 dorm. Once I got there I saw Jackson got home."Hey, Jackson you just missed Kookie,"He frowned. 

"Why am I always out when he comes over,"He whined."He was tired so he didn't talk much, Yuygeom said he started to practice at 6 this morning and it ended at 4:30 this afternoon,"I told Jackson.

"Aw, poor Kookie must have been super tired," Jackson walked over to the couch and turned on the TV. 

"I'm going to bed, Good Night Jackson,"I said walking to my room."Good Night Mark," Jackson yelled. 

I sat at the end of my bed thinking about when Jungkook was here. Yuygeom put his and on Jungkook's thigh because he thought Jungkook looked upset. Jungkook winced when Yuygeom touched his leg. 

"I hope he didn't start again," I whispered to my self. 

J.JK

I ended up drawing in my sketchbook. I wasn't sad today. I didn't hear any voices. I felt happy with Got7 for that hour. The members of Got7 make me happy. Why don't the members of my band make me happy? 

'Because they don't love you and they never did,' 

Oh God, I thought they left. 

'I'm never going to leave you Jungkook,' All the voices said this. 

'Jungkook I know you eat apples and bananas sometimes and you don't throw them up, you'll gain weight,' Ana or Jimin tells me. I know it's Ana saying it, but it sounds like Jimin Hyung.

I can't take it. I don't know why they came back. Can't they leave me alone? Nothing happen, something interrupted my throughs, I looked up and saw Jimin and Yoongi Hyung standing by my door. They didn't look okay. They looked worried and scared. I wonder why. 

Yoongi

Jimin and I were walking to our room and while we passed Jungkook's room we heard him talking. Strange. I stopped and so did Jimin.

We listened and heard him say,"I can't take it, Why'd they come back, Leave me alone."I opened the door out of curiosity. I expected him to be on the phone with someone, but no he was talking to himself.

 I looked at his t-shirt. It's been a while since I saw him wear one. I looked at his arm and saw red lines all over them. He stopped what he was doing and looked at us. He looked at us weird and gave a small smile, but in his eyes, all I saw was a scared teenage boy. 

I looked at Jimin and it seemed like he noticed too. I started to back out of the room with Jimin at my side. We closed the door and scrambled down the stairs to the other members. 

"Guys Jimin and I were just in Jungkook's room and his arm are full of cuts and he was talking to no one. It was like he was talking about something coming back and he couldn't take it anymore and he said for whatever it was to leave him alone,"I said hurriedly. 

Everyone got up and we ran to Jungkook's room. He was talking to himself again. We slowly walked into his room. He didn't notice us and kept talking. 

I couldn't understand him it sounds like he was just mumbling. I looked around at everyone. Jin and Hoseok had left the room in tears while they pulled the 95 liners out of the room with them. Jungkook looked up and saw us.

"Hi Kookie, how are you,"Namjoon asked?

Jungkook looked surprised but then he put on a blank expression."I'm good, Hyung how are you,"

"I'm okay," Namjoon said back. 

Namjoon and I talked to Jungkook until he fell asleep. We walked out of the room and started to talk in the hall. We walked to Jin and I's room and we talked with Jin.

Jin said out of nowhere,"I think Jungkook should go to a Mental Hospital." he looked up at Namjoon and I and continued,"It looked like he has them all over his body. I think is ignoring him for these past months has gotten to him. It would be good for him to go."

Namjoon agreed and I just nodded. We walked up to Taehyung, Jimin, and Hoseok who were in the living room. They ended up agreeing. Namjoon said he'll talk to Our Manager tomorrow morning. I walked to Jungkook's room picked him up and cared him to my room. I put him on my bed and cuddled with him. I had my arms around his waist tightly, but not too tight. 

I went to sleep thinking,'Jungkook will be okay, This is for his own good.'