broken maknae,, j.jk x bts

10

Do you guys like it being Jungkook's Pov the whole update or changing the POV once and a while?

J.JK

I want to leave this place. I want to disappear. I want to be free. 

I've asked the nurse and she said that my company wanted me in here for 6 months. I don't even know how long I've been in this place. 

No ones come to visit. No one calls. Well, one time I got a call from Yoongi Hyung. He said he missed me and He hopes I'll forgive them all for putting him in there. Then he hung up. I said only a few words to him and he hung up. 

I've waited for another call, but no one calls me. I fell more depressed than when I got here. I don't show it though. I act happy, I smile at the nurses, I'm nice to everyone. Can I just leave? 

'No you can't leave,'

"Why?"

'Because you don't deserve too,'

'You never deserved to kindness from BTS,'

'You never deserved the attention they were giving you,'

'You didn't deserve them,'

I shut the voice out the best I could and thought,'I never did anything wrong to anyone, how did I end up like this, scars filling my pale skin, Hyung that loved me now they hate me, and here in this place,'

I walked out of my room and to the room filled with everyone I see every day. I'll talk to one of the guys here normally. There are two I talk to normally, there both older than me, but there the easiest to talk two. Baekhyun and Donghyuk, I never really noticed them until Kuanlin left, but they're super nice. 

I've told them some things about me, but they haven't gotten all of my trust. 

Suga

I miss the Maknae more each day. I shouldn't have ever said anything about him being clingy. I wish I didn't ignore him. I wish he was here.  

I had heard from BamBam when he barged in here a few days ago. I was the only one home because everyone went out to dinner and I felt guilty so I didn't want to go and enjoy something when Jungkook is stuck in that place.

BamBam told me about Got7's visit to Jungkook's room at the Mental Hospital. BamBam had said that he told them about a friend he made and how he had to leave and how before they left the lady at the front desk told them how Jungkook has gotten better since he came. 

I felt a little better after I heard this. I was going to visit him in 2 days because that's when I'm free.

I want him back in the dorm. I want him back in my Life. I had gone into his room after the first month of him being away and I looked through his sketchbook. It had some really good drawings in it. 

Some of them had been sad. There was Got7, G-Dragon, and us, but no pictures of him. There was a doy that kept popping up. I don't know who the boy was, but it looks as if Jungkook takes more and more time with his pictures than any other. The boy looks familiar, but I can't put my finger on it. 

He had a lot of drawings of me in my studio, or somewhere else. His pictures captured the emotions of what he was drawing. He would draw a picture of me smiling and it could make you happy. Hoseok in every picture had a smile. 

I was sitting on my bed when everyone got home. I was just looking off into space. I didn't notice that everyone got home. 

Jin walked into the room and shook me. I slapped him because he scared me."I'm so so sorry Hyung I didn't mean to you just startled me, "I apologized. 

He had said it was fine and walked out of the room. I got up and walked downstairs to the other guys. We all just watched TV and munched on snacks. 

That's what happened 2 days ago. Now I'm waiting for Jungkook to come into the visitor's room. I drove myself here even though I don't enjoy driving. The guys don't know I came here. I knew Jimin and Taehyung would make me bring them with cause they didn't get to see Jungkook the day we brought him here. 

I heard the door open and saw a Lady and 3 boys walk in. I knew 1 out of the 3. The lady walked over to me and said,'Jungkook wouldn't go without them sorry I couldn't do much."

"It's fine," I said and she walked away. 

Jungkook sat down with one boy on each side. I can see from my side of the table that these two boys have their arms around Jungkook's waist. 

"I'm Baekhyun,"

"I'm Donghyuk,"

"And you know Jungkook, "They both said.

We all talked for a while and I felt happier when I left. 

A/N

In the next chapter, I'll put the visit in Jungkook's Pov so you guys know what happened in it.