Jungkook keeps everything from his Hyungs. He never told them he was abused, he never said he had has little voices in his head that control his life, or that his best friend for so long was a razor. Jungkook lost a lot of things in his life, but he...
I called our manager this morning and agreed that if Jungkook had been doing this for a while, Which we're guessing he has, that he should go to a mental hospital.
Jin and I packed somethings of his and put them in the van. Our manager canceled the comeback and dance practice.
I picked Jungkook up and brought him to the van. Manager-min arranged Jungkooks Mental Hospital already. Our driver drove 3 of us with Jungkook. Jin Hyung, Yoongi Hyung, and I are going to say our goodbyes to Jungkook.
It was going to be just Jin and me, but Yoongi Hyung wouldn't letJungkook go.
It was a 45-minute drive from our dorm to this hospital. I don't know any of Jungkook's friends. Well I know he's friends with the Got7 members, but they'll be mad at us.
We got to the hospital and Jungkook was still sleeping. We checked him in and the nurses had us change him into a gown. Jin and I started to undress the sleeping Maknae and Jin started to cry. He left the room and Yoongi came in.
Jungkook had cuts up and down his legs. He had them on his chest. His body was full of them. After I saw this I know we made the right decision.
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But what they didn't know was them leaving him with strangers was just going to break his weak heart even more.
People have left Jungkook alone too many times for him to just let it go. Jungkook's heart was broken into millions of pieces when he woke up in a small room with all white walls a small wireframed bed and a small nightstand. Everything was white.
Jungkook didn't know what was happening. He started to scream. 2 nurses ran into his room and tried to comfort him. He stopped screaming and cried out, "Where are my Hyungs, I want my Hyungs!"
"Sweaty, They dropped you off here because "His mind cut the lady off. He was hearing his own reasons now.'They Dropped you off because they don't love you,' 'They left you because you're worthless,' 'They think you're crazy, they put you in a place like this,'
I calmed down after a while. The nurses left and said that in two hours I could go to the main room where most of the patients go. They said so I could find someone to talk to that I could relate with. They said I didn't have to go if I didn't want to but they suggested I do go.
I sat on the bed for what felt like hours. I sat at the very corner near the wall. A Nurse came and told me that I could go to the main room now. I just shook my head. She left.
How could they do this to me, I'm there Maknae.
'They don't love you and don't care for you, that's why they put you in here,'
To stop the voices I started to sing one of the songs I wrote;
neoneun nae salme dashi tteun haetbit eorin shijeol nae kkumdeure jaerim moreugesseo i gamjeongi mwonji hokshi yeogido kkumsogin geonji
kkumeun samage pureun shingiru nae an gipeun gose a priori sumi makhil deushi haengbokhaejyeo jubyeoni jeomjeom deo tumyeonghaejyeo
jeogi meolliseo badaga deullyeo kkumeul geonneoseo supul neomeoro seonmyeonghaejineun geu goseuro ga Take my hands now
You are the cause of my euphoria
Euphoria
Take my hands now You were the cause of my euphoria
Euphoria
Close the door now When I'm with you I'm in utopia
I stopped singing and looked at the corner in this room. I stood up and walked to the door. It was unlocked. I walked to the main room and saw a few other teenagers and some older people. I sat at one of the tables by a window. I looked out the window. I heard one of the seats from my table being pulled out.
I looked up and saw a boy I'm guessing is around my age."Hi, I'm Lai Kuanlin, you're new here what's you name,"the boy named Kuanlin asked.
"I'm Jeon Jungkook,"I said.
"No way," He said, "Were you the one singing before, I walked past a room and heard singing."
"That might have been me,"I said.
"Aren't you in BTS,"
"Yes, aren't you in Wanna One,"
"Yes,"
We talked till we had to go to our rooms. We walked back. His room was 2 doors down from me. I sat on the corner of my bed.
At 6 a different nurse got me and brought me to the cafeteria. I ate a small portion of what I was given. She let me go back to my room after she saw I wasn't going to finish.
I went to my room and sat like I had been before dinner. A nurse came to my room shut off the light and I started to cry into the pillow on my bed.
A/N, I want to know which cover you guys like more, A or B.
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