A Smiley Face On A Dull Day (snowbarry)

part 25.

😂😂😂 okay so bitches this story has gotten away from me the plan that I had from chapter 4 (I will publish the official plan) ended with this chapter I  wrote the first part of this chapter at the beginning of this story and I couldn't wait to use it but I've messed it up some where and so you get this... TADA.

I'm so sorry. I hope you like it though.

Barry woke up and sighed he was still naked with nothing but a quilt thrown over him caitlin's was laid next to him on her side her small body curled up and his cacooning her and his arm was thrown around her.

He can't smile at the memory of the night before becuse he couldn't because there first time together had been because she was angry and wanted to relase some tension.

They had angry sex.

It hadn't been slow or something they savored it was rough and hard and full of alot of lip biting, hair pulling and skratching he was sure he'd have marks from where her finger nails had dug into his back and he was sure she'd have bruises on her neck and colarbone where he'd bit and sucked.

She wasn't the only person who was angry.

He pressed a few light kissed to the space in between the shoulder blades to wake her up and he would swear for a moment he saw her smile.

She didn't turn to face hum she just sighed.

"Do you want me to tell you what last night was or do you want to explain?"

"You go" she muttered pulling the covers over her shoulders

"Your angry at everything..." he herd her breath catch in her throat so he continued "your angry at your parents for getting you into this mess but you also want to grive your dad but you can't because your mad at him for leaving you with this responsibility and your any at your mum because she's marrying you off for the sake of the company and she's not thinking about what you want and your angry at me because I didn't tell you I was supposed to marry you sooner and your angry because I left you when you were hurting and when you needed me"

Barry herd caitlin sniffle so he held her tighter "and I'm not going to call what we did last night a mistake because it wasn't because I wanted to do that for you, I wanted to help you take all of your anger out on something even if it's only for a little while because lives like ours arn't fair and it's getting too much for you to handle and you don't like losing control but-"

"Can you stop please" Caitlin whispered

"I know your drowning in all of this and I know you don't know what to do or how to feel but I'm here for you"

"...are you?"

"What?"

"You knew you were supposed to marry someone and your response was to run away... you didn't think about what would happen to me"

"I didn't know that I was supposed to marry you"

"I know but you ran away anyway, you didn't even try"

"You know how hard it is to even consider doing what our parents-"

"I don't care!" She snapped "I was going through the exact same thing you were and yet you didn't even consider what I was going through aswell! You didn't think about what would happen to me and now I have to marry, Myron because Marrying you would be just too painful"