Pan-Tastic Adventures

072

Oof okay I've done something stupid.

Okay so this friend of mine doesn't know I'm trans and they're convinced I'm a lesbian because...

I got scared asf and told them that I was a lesbian.

I feel stupid and mean because I have no right to call myself a lesbian when I'm not a lesbian. I feel stupid because I didn't tell them I was trans.

Plus I don't look like a boy. My parents (whom both are homophobic and transphobic) will not allow me to cut my hair short, or wear men's clothing, so I'm dressed constantly in "women's" clothing that I don't even like. +my hair isn't the hairstyle I wanted.

And everyone at my school has never seen a trans student before (their probably not excepting either) and so I'm not out to them either.

So I've told everyone I'm just a lesbian. Because I know they'll have no idea what the fuck Pansexual is. And I know they'll never except me as Marty instead of Claire.

BUT- I don't how to explain this to my friend, because idk how they'll react. Idek if they'll believe me or not.

I'm pretty sure they'll think I'm just saying it for attention.

So I'm kinda in the middle of a crisis because yeAH-