my thoughts 5.

August 23

there are so many possibilities on what this day can bring...

I wasn't expecting anything that happened today. So first my mom told me last night that we were gonna try a walk in today at Chaska for my drivers test... she didn't stay true to her word of course. So I'm sad and mad about that.

and I haven't cried so much in so long. Like I'm just so stressed. Like everything is just overwhelming me. Especially all this 50's Grill stuff I have to do. It's a lot to take in at once.

Plus I woke up to a puddle of blood in my underwear so that's making everything worse. That's why I've been so so so moody. Honestly I've never had so many mood swings

today I literally refused to talk to my mom which is so sad. But I would not talk to her because anything she would've said would have mad me mad.

and my brother was being a bitch as usual so he made me so so mad to the point where I had no tears left to cry (haha ari). But yeah I have to literally hide my speaker from him because he stole it. And when I realized today that he did I instantly started crying. Literally I cannot live without music and it sounds better through a speaker and I was just unstable as is so that pushed me over

yikes today was definitely a rough one I gotta admit

this teacher from school is pissing me off. I'm literally about to go off on him through email