my thoughts 5.

november 3

i stayed in bed allll day. like no joke i got up once. otherwise i was just sleeping.

i ate only one thing today too. i literally don't eat anymore and i have a fear i might become anorexic. i do think i am losing weight too which is not good. i need to gain weight. there isn't even like a reason i don't eat really, i just never feel hungry.

oof today was such a rough day. cried a lotttttt.