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Mixed Up Situation

After playing girlfriend for a few days I had to go back to playing nurse. I would do my normal routine with Jax and go home and repeat my day over and over again. We were finally able to remove all of his stitches and staples. His scars would be a little bigger than expected but they looked quite nice. I was giving him new bandages when his hand twiched. He's never moved not even to twitch. I calmly finished his bandages and went to find Nayla. I had to be really calm so no one else would suspect anything. I brought her back up to his room and the whole time she thought I was playing a joke. When we got into his room his hand was twitching quite a big. She checked his vitals and realized he was dreaming! His brain was working!
Everyone was excited when I told them about Jax. Everyone but Happy. I hadn't seen him for two days and the guys said he was running an errand for them. I honestly missed him and I kinda wanted him back.
Since I had another day off I decided to surprise Happy. He would be coming home tomorrow and I had a perfect plan.
I woke up the next morning really excited. I feel like in our short time together I actually feel very attached. I drove into town to pick up some ingredients to cook him lunch. When I got back I went straight to the kitchen to put away the stuff then ran to the room to get a quick shower. I heard someone shuffling around in the room and got really confused. I opened the door to see Happy with some over girl. I slammed the door and went to leave when I felt an arm wrap around me. I'm not doing this with him. I may be new to this club but I won't let them treat me like this. I wiggled away and tried to leave. I felt his hand grab my arm and pull me backwards.
"Where are you going? What did you expect? You're not my old lady which means I'm not gonna be faithful to you!" I just stood there for a second then slapped him across the face. He turned around and punched me in my cheek. I ran out the door holding my face. "I'm sorry! I didn't mean to hit you!"
I got in my car and drove to the hospital. I knew none of the guys would dare to come up to Jax's room and risk someone knowing. I sat in his room and cried for a good hour. I finally collected myself and just looked at Jax. He seemed so peaceful sleeping. "Hi. I feel really stupid but I don't really know anyone that'll listen to me and you can't really move away from me. Your friend Happy hit me. I was sleeping with him and I thought we had something. Then I come home to find him with another girl and he was really rude to me so I slapped him. He got mad and punched me. It actually really hurt. I'm kinda scared to go back right now so I figured I'd just come visit you. I'm sorry this happened to you and that my dad caused you so much pain. I promise I'm not like him." Wow I've got to be nuts. I'm talking to a man who probably can't even hear that I'm talking but yet here I am talking away. I got up to do a quick check of how he was doing before I left. His hand twitched and I put my hand on his.
"I'm sorry you're having bad dreams. Hopefully one day when you wake up they'll go away. I'm gonna do all I can to help you. I promise." I felt his hand grip mine. He hasn't done that yet. I calmly left and snuck back into the club house. All the guys were gone so I decided to grab some clothes and sleep at the hospital. I went back to his room and slept in the little side chair beside his bed. He grabbed my hand. He only twitched his fingers before. Maybe he heard me? Maybe he's slowly coming to?