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Before I could even stop him, Jax ran inside. He ran up to my floor and busted down my door. The fire fighters stopped me before I could go in after him. He found Rat on the couch completely passed out.

Jax ran out of the building holding Rat in his arms. The paramedics took him and Jax. They put him on an oxygen line while checking for any smoke ventilation. Rat had a lot and they rushed him to the hospital. They cleared Jax and we all followed the ambulance to the hospital.

The doctors told us that he wants sure if Rat would make it. His body was still weak from his wounds from the gun shot. This might be more than his body can take.

We all sat there in denial till Jax got a call. He sounded pissed then threw his phone down the hall. He collected all of us except a prospect or two to stay and give them updates on Rat.

Once we were back to the club house the went to the table. For once they had me join them. I sat in the back just listening.

"I got a call from one of our local cop friends. This looks like an arson attempt. So far no one has died but there are a few who are in critical condition due to burns or smoke ventilation like Rat. The prospect said that he has a sedative in his system. Someone has been drugging him. We believe it was aimed at him and Y/N but she's been staying here. He was asleep the whole time so he might have it the worst. We have to find who did this."

"Is there any chance that this is blow back from that night with those old Nomads?" Chibs had a good point. They had become awfully silent.

My mind began to race. Those days stuck in that basement still haunt my mind. My nightmares have stopped but I still feel the emotional scaring. I watched someone die all because he tried to help me.

"We'll have to keep Rose safe. If they try to come again then we have to be ready. One of us will be with her at all times. We will keep eyes out for anyone with those tattoos and call up our biker brothers to prepare them in case this falls on other charters or allies." Jax looked visibly angry by the mention of these men.

"Are we sure they've had any time to grow to a size to make this kind of attack? This seemed very planned and would need the right number of episode if there are no witnesses that saw any type of fowl play." Tig also had a point.

"I'll have some of our brothers keep tabs on any new bikers. We let them slip under our noses when we were at the hospital. Now that we know what to look for, we can worn people. We can have them look for their men." Lord I hope that works. Jax was still visibly pissed.

The meeting ended and the boys called everyone that they could get ahold of. They called different charters and allies like the Niners and Mayans.

I made my way back to the room before anyone could notice I was gone. The thought of that event happening again shot my nerves all to hell. I got undressed and drew myself a bath.

I sunk as far into the water as I could go. I hate being apart of some of this but there were good parts to it to. The club was going clean and yet we still had enemies. We had people who still wanted us to die because of part trauma.

I had to live that past trauma every day now. Yeah my nightmares are gone but gunshots still spook me. Black vans make me nervous. I already ask for someone to come with me when I go out on my own. I only went to my apartment by myself because Rat was there. Now he is gone.

"Rose, where did you go?" I could hear Jax walking around in the room. He walked into the bathroom. He softened when he saw me in the tub now full of water and bubbles.

"Darlin, you don't have to stress. Nothing is going to happen to you. Nothing should have happened to you in the first place."

"But it did Jax. I was the cause of someone's death. I watched him die. Now they got to Rat and possibly others in MY apartment. I had a apart in every death that has come around me. It's not my fault but I feel like wherever I walk, someone dies." I was sobbing. The memories of those days were playing in my head. He knelt beside the tub and tried his best to comfort me.

"Darlin, it's going to be okay. No one will ever hurt you again. If I have to be with you every second of everyday I will. Please stop crying. I know of your pain and your torment. I have felt it many times myself but you've made mine better. I am here to make yours better." He leaned in and kissed me on the forehead. He went to get up but I pulled him back.

He turned to me and I tilted my head towards the tub. He took off his clothes and crawled into the bath behind me. I had my head turned till I felt him pull me to his chest. He always laughed when I tried not to look at him naked. I just didn't want anything bad to come of us. I was fine being his friend or companion. I did like him.

"You know you can look right? We sleep in the same bed. You wear my clothes. You basically died for me. You can see me naked." He laughed again. He started to take a loofah to clean my back and shoulders. He washed awake the bubbles. He started to run my shoulders. He kissed on my right shoulder then my neck. He then kissed my cheek.

I turned in the bath to face him. He pulled me into his lap and held my face in his hands. I closed the gap between us. I had wanted this for so long and it finally felt right.

He pulled me as close to his body as he could. Our lips moved in sync. He held onto my back and ass. I rolled my hips onto him. He let out a small moan which caused me to moan as well.

I stood up and he tried to pull me back. I got out and pulled him out with me. I hurriedly dried off and threw the towel at him. He ran after me and picked me up. He put his hands on my ass so I jumped and wrapped my hands around him.

He laid us on the bed. Our lips never left one another. I will admit it was nice to finally look at this man naked. I had been doing my best to avoid it but I honestly didn't want to anymore. All I wanted was this man. I wanted him to truly have me as his own and face whatever consequences came next.

Hey guys. Sorry I haven't posted in a bit but I wasn't sure how to end this chapter. Let me know if you want me to continue this spicy moment in the next chapter or if you just want to know what happens after.