the day of the meetup - last part of this day
Dan's pov
Although its a small crowd when they all rush towards phil i get caught in the middle and pushed and shoved around,
"excuse me, excuse me? sorry, excuse me??" I try to push myself out of the crowd, i turn around looking for a way out, tears threatening to spill from my eyes. I take a deep breath in-
"OH MY GOD. YOU'RE DAN CAN I HAVE A PHOTO?" a girl shouts next to me, i dont want to seem rude so i just nod and quickly get in her selfie. she takes the photo, thanks me then walks away.
My breathing increases further, where's carrie? where's phil?
Just at that I see carrie push her way over to me,
"Dan! Are you alright?" she asks, grabbing my hand and pulling me out and away from the crowd, i shake my head and burst out crying, I feel my hands start to shake and my knees start to wobble. I walk over and sit up against a tree, carrie crouches down and puts a hand on my shoulder,
"do you want me to get phil?" she asks, I quickly shake my head.
breathe in,,, out.
in.
out.
in.
out.
carrie rubs my back as some of the group comes away from phil, having got a selfie they walk off. giving phil space to look around.
he looks over in my direction and his eyes widen, he tells the fans something then runs over to me,
"Dan! you didnt come and get me, are you okay?" I nod
"t-too man-y people. I coul-couldnt find you"
"I'm here now." he sits next to me, Carrie goes off to talk to some of the fans, having recognised one of them from twitter.
Phil grabs my hand and kisses it before drawing small little circles on it with his thumb,
"c'mon baby- fuck, i mean bear. breathe in 2, 3, 4, 5, out, 2, 3, 4, 5 6, good! again?"
I try my hardest to maintain eye contact and do exactly as he says.
After 15 minutes I eventually calm down,
"okay love, I'm gonna go take photos with the rest of the people then we'll get you home okay?" He says softly and i nod.
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The meetup draws to a close and phil drops carrie off first, i feel my eyes droop, my earlier panic attack having taken it all out of me.
"Bear, we're at your hotel, d'you want me to come in with you," He whispers and I nod.
We walk into my hotel room and i take off my shoes and lay on the bed, phil smiles and carefully moves all of the hair off of my forehead,
"I'm gonna go and let you sleep, okay love?" He asks and i shake my head,
"No, stay. Cuddle me please?" I ask meekly and he nods,
"of course"
he lays beside me and i lay my head on his chest,and he pulls me closer and tucks me inton his chest so I can hear his heartbeat, he kisses my forehead and plays with my curls. and i slowly go to sleep.
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internet friends;; phan
Fanfiction'stalking him 'til he loves you - right guys?!' *~☆ an au where lowercase is intended, and about dan and phil being internet friends in 2018. So basically the 2009 story, but in 2018. phil is a small youtuber with 10k subscribers, and one of them, d...
