I walked home from school silently. My feet hardly left the ground as I walked. I slung my backpack over my shoulder and sighed. Stupid life, stupid everything!!!! hmm....
A thought came to my head. If life's so stupid why live it? Hehe I have a plan to get rid of all the pain. I was so busy thinking that I ran straight into someone. I fell hard and looked up. Oh no.
"Hey!!!! Watch where your- ..... Lee?" She said.
I backed away from here slowly as she turned around to face me. I stumbled to my feet and started shaking violently. Tears welled up in my eyes as the memories of the night of the party flashed in my mind.
"S-sam. I uh um I.... I gotta go!" I stuttered and tried running past her.
She on grabbed my waist and pulled be back. She gasped and let go when she found how skinny I was.
"Lee? What happened?" she asked.
"Nothing."
"I'm serious! I'm worried about you!!!"
"Well you won't have to after tonight!"
I ran away, this time getting away. I got home in record timing before my brothers got home and grabbed a kitchen knife and went to my room and shut the door. I didn't even bother writing a note.
I placed the tip of the knife above my stomach only to hear growling. Rose jumped off my bed and dropped down to a hunting position, her gaze fixed on the knife. She knew what I was up to.
She pounced but was too late. I plunged to knife into my stomach and gasped as I fell to the floor. My hands gripped the knife and my blood spread across the carpet. Rose started whining and curled up around my body licking my cheek, trying to comfort me.
I looked back at her smiling sadly. She didn't want me to die. Hmm..... maybe ill give this life thing another shot. I ripped the knife out and gasped at the pain. With the help of Rose, I reached the living room, a trail of blood following me.
I grabbed the phone and dialed 911 as fast as I could. Time was running out. I started breathing heavily as someone answered.
"Hello 911. what's the emergency?" a voice came into the phone.
"I-I-I stabbed myself. I need help..... please...."
"Sir we'll send help right away."
"T-thank you...."
I sighed. I still had a chance. The door opened as I hung up. Jack stood in the door as he normally would then noticed me and dropped everything. He rushed over to me as I felt myself start to fall forward. I landed on Jacks chest, my breath coming out in short burst.
"Lee! What happened?!?!" he said concerned.
"I'm... s-sorry....." I rasped and fell into darkness.
Sorry it's short! oh well..... how ya enjoyed it .... maybe...
