Months have passed by since I attempted suicide. I haven't cut, starved myself, or attempted suicide since then. I'm actually quite happy now. Sam and I are dating.... that's new. Anyways back to the story.
I sat on the edge of the dock with Dylan, my feet in the water. He smiled at me and I smiled softly back. Sam was on a family vacation and Jack was away on business so I was left alone to watch Dylan, not that I minded. He's a sweet kid.
Suddenly, Dylan jumped up saying something about getting some of my manga to read. (btw this lake is a few houses down from ours so it's not far at all.) When he jumped up, he fell into the water. Oh god he can't swim yet and Rose is at home!!!! I can't swim either!!!!
I decided to jump in anyways to help my brother. I found him and dragged him up and he clung onto the dock but I fell back in. Air bubbles escaped my lips as my lungs cried for air and my vision became fuzzy.
Right as I was slipping into darkness, a pair of hands wrapped around my waist and dragged me up but I was out before I reached the surface.....
I coughed and spit up water as I woke up. I gasped and sat up, looking around me. Dylan sat beside me crying but on my other side was someone I hadn't expected. Jason sat beside me, soaking wet. He looked over and saw that I was awake.
"Stupid Emo..." he muttered.
"yea ok whatever." I sighed. I usually did this. I don't fight him anymore but that doesn't mean he doesn't fight me.
"What's that supposed to mean?!?! Why have you been so.... not depressed lately??"
"Reasons."
"oh my god I saved your life at least tell me that!"
"Fine I stopped cutting myself, starving myself, though for some reason I haven't gained any weight at all, and remember that last full week I missed school?"
"Yea."
"That was when I survived stabbing myself in the stomach m in attempt to kill myself. I live so I got a lot to be great for."
"I doubt you stabbed yourself, you don't have the guts."
"Wanna bet? I have proof."
"Fine show me."
I pulled off my shirt to reveal my bare chest. A bright scar sat right in the middle of my stomach. I gotta admit, it's my most vulnerable spot but don't tell Jason that. I started, kinda shocked. I put my shirt back on and sighed.
"Now do you believe me??" I said closing my eyes.
"... yea I guess.... well take care kid see ya around.."
And with that he left.... Wow.... I kinda like this new Jason.
m hmm sorry I haven't updated in a couple days I had the last three chapters done but the internet wouldn't work so ... yea see ya in the next chapter.
~Boris
