I wanted to spontaneously die right then and there. But at the same time, I didn't. I wanted to hear every stupid excuse, I wanted you to hug me and tell me everything was gonna be okay. I didn't care if it was a lie, I only cared that I was able to believe it, however half-hearted that belief would be. I was stupid. I am stupid. But it's too late now.
"Please, just listen." No, don't. "I promise I'll tell you everything eventually, but first I want us to be happy again." You let a tear stream down your cheek.
"Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why are you doing this to me? Why can't I just let you go? Why won't I stop loving you, Mark Tuan? When will my heart be at peace?" More and more tears started flowing. He gave a half-hearted smile.
"You can't get rid of me, (Y/N). I promise I won't leave again."
"Then why did you before, Mark?! Why do you suddenly care just before its too late?!"
"I always loved you, (Y/N), I still do. I'll explain everything when its time, but for now I just want to be happy. Happy with you and our son."
...
You promised, Mark. I'm holding you to that. Please, don't promise again. Please, I don't want you to break more promises. You knew you could keep the first...
"I'll be with you through good times and bad."
or the second...
"I'll always love you."
or the third...
"I do."
And I already know you're going to break the next one...
"I promise I won't leave again."
Mark, when are you going to stop breaking your promises?
When will I actually matter?
When will you stop lying?
When can we just be happy again, if we ever were?
When...
When will you love me back?
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[A/N]:
Not much to say, go follow ParkYRN and AmazingJade_ coz they're awesome and their books are 100x better than mine. These Author's Notes might be weird coz they're not necessary as this book is being released all at once when I'm done publishing it, but meh, I like being pointless. Why? No reason.
(Hehe, do ya get it? Kay, shutting up now)
Thanks for reading and sorry for any spelling or punctuation mistakes! I'm here if you need a friend or someone to talk to, don't hesitate to DM me! ^-^
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