Daughter of Hades

The Talk

I was a little uncomfortable in this club setting. Herma was now back as a woman sitting next to me, and kissing the sides of my face every once in a while. She had not let my hand go since her make-out session with Anteros; which I still had mixed feelings about. Firstly he was her half-brother. I couldn't judge her for that cause they were both somehow in some way my cousins. God's truly did not care about incest. Then there was the fact of Herma loving me, but making out with her brother right afterwards. If she loved me shouldn't she only be with me, why would she kiss someone else in front of me. Also why wasn't I more upset about it, why did I want to see more of what they did with each other when I wasn't around?

"You are thinking hard" Anteros whispered in my ear and I felt a shiver go up my spine at how his voice sounded. The crush I thought I had lost when I found out he liked the company of men was slowly coming back. I felt bad that some part of me liked the kiss Anteros gave me as well, was I a whore?

"Maybe we moved this too fast" I heard Herma say with a frown on her face and in a flash we were sitting on a couch in a room with a big screened TV, chairs, bookcases, and video games.

"This is inside the beach house, maybe the club was a bit overkill" Herma said as she looked at me then at Anteros.

"I liked the club, I liked seeing your worshippers, you have truly become a Goddess" Herma blushed and leaned her head on my shoulder.

"Then what is conflicting you" Anteros asked from next to me and his closeness made me close my eyes and bite my lips. What was wrong with me? Why was I so turned on by the thought of him touching Herma, her touching him and the both of them touching me?

"I don't know, you two are, like I thought Herma loved me but she's kissing you" Herma sat up with a shocked look on her face and shook her head quickly.

"I do love you, God's please understand that Helena, I love you more than life itself, but Anteros has been my male sides lover for a while now and I love him as well, but my males side also loves you, and it got confusing and .................................................................I don't know, but I do love you" I smiled at Herma's panicked face and softly kissed her lips until she responded back. Slowly I pulled away and looked at Anteros who looked at the both of us with hungry eyes.

"I also don't understand why the two of you together turns me on so damn much" They both looked at me in surprise and I felt my body heat.

"Uh, what do you mean" I shrugged my shoulders and jumped when Anteros hand began to hold mine and pull it to his lips.

"We want you together, Herma told me I should be patient, and I will try, but I have also wanted you for a while now, I do not use love loosely Helena, not unless I know it to be true, what I feel for Herma , I know I will soon feel for you" I shook my head in confusion. Anteros likes me now too. We have spent the last year together, just the three of us and I depended on them a lot for my sanity. Does that equal love though? I had only my mother's love to compare anything too; I knew nothing of what type of emotions Herma and Anteros wanted from me.

"We will take things as slow as you like, but give this a chance Helena, we are not asking you to love us in a night" I nodded my head and squeezed the both of theirs hands just a little tighter. I would be willing to see where this goes. Maybe this is exactly what I need.

"I can't be gone from the Underworld for long" Anteros shook his head with a smile and stood up, bringing me and Herma along with him.

"Your mother and father need permission Herma, you were born in the Underworld, but you are also a future goddess, you can come and go as you please" I didn't know that, I had never even thought of leaving the underworld, I had never thought of leaving past my room door for the past 15 years.

"I feel like I have lived in a box my whole life" Anteros pulled me into his chest and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Then let us take you out of that box and play with you" I don't know if he meant it to be sexual, but I felt that way right now. My blood was running hot, and my body felt sweaty and feverish.

"Kiss me" Anteros looked at my lips and hi mouth was covering mine in seconds. I moaned as my fingers began gripping his hair and I felt soft kisses along the back of my neck. I pulled away and turned to Herma, kissing her as if my life depended on it, I felt the change as her small moustache tickled my lips and Aphroditus stood in front of me. I moved to the side as the both of them kissed each other and Anteros fingers tightened on my waist, making me moan in pleasure. I covered my mouth quickly and moved away.

"Helena are you okay" I looked up at both of them and sat back down as I nodded my head. I didn't know if I was okay.

"Am I a whore, I was just raped, how I can think of.............................." Herma placed a hand over my mouth and I looked up at her as tears flew down my eyes.

"You were hurt badly a year ago, we would never hurt you like that, we want to show you the way your body was meant to be cherished Helena, it doesn't have to be tonight, tomorrow or next year" I heard Anteros groan and a small smile made its way to my face. He sat next to me and put his face in my neck.

"Please don't make me wait till next year" I couldn't help but laugh as Herma sat in front of us and placed her head on my lap

"I thought you liked men" Anteros nodded his head and ran his fingers through his hair.

"I do, a lot actually, I wouldn't even consider myself bi-sexual if I didn't want to be with you and Herma so badly" I gave a confused look; they had been together for a year and had not slept with one another.

"You and Herma haven't....................." I trailed off, blushing before I could finish my sentence and he smiled at me.

"Herma" Herma cleared her throat and glared at Anteros, he just smiled as he gripped both of our hands in his.

"We wanted to wait until you were ready to be together, we wanted to be in a relationship together" I rolled my eyes at the both of them.

"You kind of dated for a year already" Herma sighed and stood up to sit in my lap. She was just small enough as a girl to accomplish that. I was tall like my father and lithe like my mother.

"Yes, but we also spent that entire year with you" She kissed my lips and Anteros placed and arm around me so the three of us were cuddled together.

"I don't know how to love you like you all would want; I don't know anything past my mother's love"

"You are the now dating the Goddess of Love's offspring, we will teach you what love is" Anteros whispered in my ear before he kissed it.

"What about Ares" His grip tightened on my waist and his head dropped to my neck like he was struggling. Herma rubbed his head as I felt a wetness leak on my neck.

"He will have to kill us before he ever hurts you again Helena, I am so sorry I could not protect you, I did not know" I had never blamed Anteros, not once. He was just trying to fit in with at least one of his parents; to not be in a God's favor was the worst thing a young God could ever endure. I had my mother, so did Herma, Ares was an asshole and Aphrodite was raped and then she gave birth to Eros, Anteros, Deimos and Phobos. So Aphrodite wanted nothing to do with either of them, the Gods of Love and the Gods of Hate.

"It is not your fault, look at me, I know what it is to not be loved by a parent for so long, especially that of a God, your mother did not, and your father was an asshole, you did not know of what he planned for me" Anteros looked at me with redness surrounded his beautiful brown eyes, I tried to kiss his pain away, but I knew he still blamed himself.

"I am tired, let's sleep and tomorrow you show me around the humans’ realm” The three of us stood up and retired to the bedroom, where we got undressed and I was snuggled in between Herma and Anteros. Then for the first night in a year, I had no bad dreams.

pic of Aphrodite on the side