Late Night Thoughts

They are leaving

Hey guys! I don't even know what to write...

My personalities are leaving. Well they aren't leaving it's like I can no longer tell who is who and I constantly forget things.

I don't want them to leave. I have had them to talk to for a while and I don't want to be alone again.

I feel like I (as in the main person) am shutting them all away so I can act better.

Act better as in not suddenly lashing out or being extra sarcastic.

Yes, parts of them come out but it's not like they are actually out. You know what I'm sayin? It's like I am letting myself become all of them combined but more controlled.

I don't like it.

Although it's probably for the best for future jobs and stuff so I should be fine with it.

I don't know anymore.

Toodles Poodles
❤️ Ivy

So I wrote this awhile ago but I never put it up. Nothing has really changed since I wrote it. Except they literally never come out anymore...😞 It will be ok. It's for the best.