Late Night Thoughts

It won't stop

I can't stop thinking about her. Why can't I stop? What is wrong with me where I can't stop wondering what life would be if we still talked?

I keep wondering what would have happened if I told her I liked her. Would she never talk to me again or would she say she liked me back and we'd get together?

Probably not. That never happens with a crush. I found a quote that said something like it's called a crush because you are crushed when they don't like you back. These words are very true.

I wish I still talked to her at least and listened to her stupid boy problems. Did I forget to mention she talked about guys constantly and found a new guy every week? Well you know now.

I would always get so upset when she started talking about them and now I know why. I wish I admitted my feelings to myself earlier. But I can't go back now.

Why did I have to like her so much? Why did I push her away and fight with her that day?

My brain is gonna kill me I swear.

To change the subject, my tailbone is still sensitive. Don't ever fall on your tailbone! IT HURTS!!

I gotta go.

Toodles!