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Brown Girl Problems 101 - Episode 1

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{ Enemy ~ Zack Knight }

( ~ Any Zack Knight Fans? )

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Do you know that feeling when you were a kid and no one would talk to you? Yeah, I was that kid.

Either because you were too ugly or because you couldn't fit in. Or even when they told you that you weren't perfect enough in their eyes. Yeah, that was me.

Usually, they would say, "oh your to ugly and really white to fit in" since I was white, but with my brown friend they would say "your really dark to fit in".

Most of all, "I'm sorry you're too fat or too skinny". I mean every other race or person has that dealt this way.

But this is a problem for girls like us. Because I was too pale, I wasn't brown enough. Because my friend was too brown she wasn't light enough.

There isn't anyone with the perfect skin color or the perfect brown you use to put makeup on all the time.

But what's messed up is that they would start acting up, just for how you look. It didn't care about personality. They won't feel bad either.

To me, they just say "you're too small to fit in, but the rest too big". Most women do that nowadays. Usually, the parents are the cause of the child to act in this behavior. Because the parents themselves do it and the kids learn it. It's like learnings from their peers.

I would usually get called out for being skinny, white or ugly. As I got older it kinda made feel upset that no one appreciated who I was.

But as I grew up I noticed the change in people. The kids who told me I couldn't fit in, who told me I was ugly, who told me I'm too pale or skinny. Now they praise me.

For example, Browns all of a sudden like white skin, and skinny, but not too skinny. Yet they think they can come to me and tell me I'm pretty.

This is a problem in Society because no matter how the world changes or you change. People will like you later. But it's all fake.

It's just that your pretty and beautiful. They come and ask you to be friends or think you were friends before.

No one used to talk to me, now, they do. But do you know why? I grew, I changed but for myself not for anyone else. But that doesn't mean I changed my personality.

I'm still the same person today, just look different because I grew, different because I became someone. Became known to a community or area.

But I'm proud that I know I'm not going to let them walk around with me. I know their intention was to be someone like my partner or best friend but really. I wouldn't allow myself to let that happen.

Fake people are too fake. They act like they forget everything they did and start acting like they know you and love you.

Actually no, you don't. And if you don't,  maybe you should not talk to a stranger. Other parents always say. Not to talk to a stranger, little girl.

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